Cheap halls for rent near me

Starting this off with if youre not lgbtq+ friendly, or atleast tolerant, im not the best person to have as a roommate. I keep to myself, but if youre not comfortable with me please understand id rather be somewhere im accepted. I have not yet transitioned yet though, and dont get offended at the wrong pronouns, but would wont bother having to fight over existing.
Willing to move out of state but keep in mind i dont have much money, so i cant go too far sadly.
Hi im zacchary and i was recently kicked out of my home way sooner than i was ready. My job dropped me, and i lost a lot of stuff at once. I make money doing art online and am able to pay rent with that until i can find a stable job, but really need a place to just start anew.
I love videogames (especially of vr variants), dnd, anime, and other lovely little things we might have in common. And while i can be social, i typically keep to my own room and my computer to distract me from life.
Please reach out to me if youre willing to have me rent from you or have a room for me to stay in. thank you

Hello UK Kpop fans! I was hoping you could help me figure out the best way to buy Kpop lightsticks in the UK. How have you all gone about buying lightsticks?
Also, is this shop legit?
https://www.kyyo.co.uk/
I usually buy from Sokollab, but they don't have a good collection of Lightsticks.
Have any of you ever bought lightsticks from ebay? How can you figure out what is a legit Lightstick or a scam/fake? Like this one seems surprisingly cheap?
https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/225501021685?hash=item3480e885f5:g:lM0AAOSw88xkJFRc&amdata=enc%3AAQAIAAAA4LiPnVWy%2BaRgJ3ugy%2B4zPKjz5qd4NxM0xxTuP4p%2FEijByPUN29ceGMFenqFfatyQL53n2GvHs%2FnVyODAa4T2DYC6R3A33rEEAl6Abfc%2FgW5BAiyVhwLiipvb8e0pDtTGvSoSnJ9lyJiBEK5CWyLPC%2B4E4rDrDhSI0mOLCZR89IN5pHcrx75zBzMH7AkyVgk86ihWZfPAiYoICmGYHenyxhptC%2BjU6sTaB94IQwKK3D1CFvuP%2F7JcSd3cFbOzyDxfp7TkKIUAjdExn7yh%2Bw2zO2vzZfAl%2F%2FsOpepybhJYwquB%7Ctkp%3ABk9SR8rxvbaPYg
I saw this listing on Ebay, but I'm suspicious, because for most UK stores, the Candybong is on pre-order, but here it claims to be from Korea but the delivery is estimated for the end of June?
https://www.ebay.co.uk/itm/225590926270?hash=item3486445bbe:g:7o8AAOSwnnhkbz~C&amdata=enc%3AAQAIAAAAwM%2BwVqMnSY7siKsBbcedOaSf4K1lVOP%2FvyIweTtYg21rITkWP9xrdVVxfdXJXhxJvQ7xqc17j5WbX1njG2jROw7%2FTZy5nln%2B2W6ozmKXmXX%2F8OB%2FWDuSS%2Fj%2F29WDCOYYLiZEY9Jj2IpiOwacTIQkeWfkbRLjFrfqRLwboDgoJ3FiSMEVvg0TPbgq3Hy8VNb9cm17p8spFoT%2FiBc3oTKIci5MojDLoNMQrxoQLqBNjkEaOvXuoYSua7%2BVd7zdXvA7iw%3D%3D%7Ctkp%3ABk9SR7j5lraPYg
Thank you so much in advance for the advice!

Hi everyone,
Sorry if this is a bit of a rant.
I will be moving to Frankfurt soon (for a few months for work), and the delays in construction that plague us in my country seem to have teamed up with the corresponding German version to haunt me again.
Just outside of the home I will be renting, road construction has been ongoing for a few months.
The landlord initially told me that it was already going on past its initial due date and hence should be finished until I move in. It still hasn't, and Google Maps shows 2 dates that they will finish, one at the start and one at the end of July.
I can't stand the noise that will be in my ear from construction since it is happening literally in front of the house.
Is there any official German source I can check for actual updates on this stuff? What are the chances it still hasn't finished by late July? Is it possible that this construction will continue in the heat of the summer months?
Also, what are the chances that there is actual construction going on from 7 am? Honestly, I would prefer it if it's just being left unfinished due to negligence and the construction is done, rather than having to endure the ear torture.
PS: For anyone that is close to Ost, could you DM me in case you pass by that road and can give me some info? Landlord is very responsive but unfortunately does not live in FfM.

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basically, everything is terrible.
i am so incredibly upset that my mh ruined good things in my life. my depression/dpdr episode, a year ago, ruined my fucking life and self esteem. i still deal with it. i have always struggled with anxiety and mi but this particular decline in my mh was something that completely shattered me.
i went to college & graduated on the dean’s list. i was an aspiring preschool teacher. i was excelling in my career working with children. i had wonderful coworkers and bosses. i was so so proud of myself. my bosses loved me.
but trauma and burn out caught up to me & i couldn’t keep up with responsibilities of work and school. my bosses, initially supportive, stopped believing in me. i’m only 23 and burnt out. i was sobbing in my bosses office and getting asked if i am okay. so embarrassing. i dissociated everyday for months- even at work. i took a leave of absence but it wasn’t enough.
god, it all feels like such a huge loss having to leave a job i very much loved. i was financially stable, too.
i’m a very broken, hollow version of myself. i can barely keep conversation and sleep is 95% of what i do daily- it’s the only thing that feels good. i love my boyfriend but i feel emotionally disconnected. i feel like he will leave me if i continue to be mentally ill and the biggest disappointment.
my mother is a functioning alcoholic- i still live at home and witnessing this is so exhausting and doesn’t exactly give someone like me, hope.
i started a new job with the company that my mom works for & i feel like i’m going to disappoint her. my job is talking to disabled people and i can barely make normal conversation. i am disabled at this point. i took the job because my mom was upset i was unemployed. i tried other jobs but i either didn’t get chosen after the interviews (i was dissociated), fired, didn’t show up for the interview, or walked out after a few days. it felt physically impossible to be a normal, sociable, alert person and worker.
i was removed from my university yesterday for inactivity. i’m in crippling debt from impulsive credit card usage. i have $5 to my name. my car payment is nearly 3 months overdue. if my car gets repoed, i’ll lose it.
i’m a lazy, crybaby, disappointment, mentally ill, user. my body and mind are broken. yes, i went through trauma & it was 5 years ago but i can’t fucking move on like everyone else. i did therapy, medication and i need more therapy but i’m broke. i swear some medications are rotting my brain.
thoughts of dying are absolutely raging and i don’t have anyone to talk to rn. It feels like there is no help in the world. i don’t want to participate in life. I don’t think I’m going to make it.

There could be channels just for asking if you have width/vertical/curve and ppl could vote emojis for yes/no/cant tell from picture… i know we don’t want the reddit to be flooded w typing posts which is the purpose of type me Tuesday but i feel it limits participation a lot when we are all just trying to understand these terms better. I cant have a type me post with only mirror selfies and posed pics? Then wtf am i supposed to do lol. I don’t hang out w friends very often and I’m not tryna waste our quality time asking them to take ugly pics of me. (I understand that it is nearly impossible to type someone if the pics are distorted! Just talking about the real way it stops me from interacting) It would be cool to just have more of an instant feedback and be able to only follow the channels that you’re interested in. Just throwing some ideas out there, i do love what we are doing here already even though i am just a kibbe noob. What do you all think?

As a sort of addendum to the big Hanzo thread, I thought I'd bring up my experiences with starting to try to get better with Widowmaker. As someone who recently has been playing a LOT of Tracer too, I think it's a bit odd that people talk up her difficulty so much when I feel like I can go into a game with her with my experience (around 57 hours), and if I play my best or even just decently, I can be very meaningful and even carry on occasion. I'm no amazing Tracer, but her versatility mean she's good against pretty much anything. On the other hand, I have 37 hours with Widowmaker and 36% winrate (playing in QP of course, no way I take her into ranked), almost always going negative K-D unless carried by teammates. I have 30 hours on Mei and a 63% winrate on her, by comparison. And in a thread I saw about skill floors on the main sub, someone actually described Mei as 'high floor, high ceiling' and Widowmaker as 'medium' floor; others will say that she needs 'no game sense'. What?!
I think a lot of the complaints about Widowmaker I see are almost literally nonsensical. People will complain about 'staying 50km away from the fight', but exactly which maps actually have spots so far away with good sightlines? Everyone talks about "Widow" maps as if the number of brawl-centric maps where she's nowhere near as good were not much higher overall than the three or so in which she's very good; even on those, like Circuit, the ranges aren't big enough a good Hanzo can't reliably duel her; nor are they so far away that a D.Va boost or Genji dash can't make the distance. People will also say she 'always has a pocket', but if she's so far away from the fight with a pocket, that's basically a support wasted in the team fight, and if she doesn't have one, the dive will be easy if she's really so far away. I know in my experience I have to assume I will never get heals at all.
Compared to Hanzo, the number of compositions that can dive her easily against is almost comical. A good Genji, Ball, D.Va, Tracer, Sombra, even a flanking Kiriko who uses her mobility well, the list of things that can make life hell for her is long. All with lower health, no good close range options like Hanzo's storm arrows, and with a single mobility on long cooldown compared to his wall climbing and much more frequent jump.
I've got some experience with every DPS (outside of Torb, to be honest). On none of them will I struggle to make any contribution at all as I almost always do playing Widowmaker, the only exception who is nearly as difficult is perhaps Echo, but she has other advantages.
Overall, I don't understand how people can even compare 'Hanzo and Widowmaker' because they feel to me like two entirely different things. Hanzo is a medium range Hero with decent long range capability marred by projectile inconsistency and short range that's almost stronger than his medium range. Widowmaker is a long range character almost exclusively, who can only play medium with no dive opponents or else being extremely circumspect about them. Obviously she can win short range with insane flicks if you're just that good, but that's outside the reach of 99% of players. The other 'sniper' would be Ashe, but she's also really a medium range character and much easier to get decent value with through hitting body shots consistently with just a smattering of head shots with smart dynamite usage. Widow HAS to hit head shots, consistently; Hanzo's closer effective range means his body damage is more meaningful by far, same for Ashe. Speaking for myself, even with much less time on Hanzo, I still find it easier to get headshots with him already, but maybe that's my Kiriko projectile experience helping. She simply has a hard mechanical skill floor that no other character has, and if you're below it, you can't do anything really at all; and in exchange you are basically the most vulnerable character in the game to dive, and highly map and comp dependent in a way that Tracer, for instance, or Hanzo for that matter, certainly is not.
Is my aim just so bad compared to the norm that I'm not realizing that it's actually easy to jump into her first time and do sweet 360 noscopes or something? I'm doing time in aim training, playing her a lot, and the grind to improve is nothing short of painful;

Hello All,
General question for the more experienced in professional trading and tracking down suspicious activity of companies.
I went down into a bit of a rabbit hole tracking insider buying and various stock manipulations, what is odd to me that it seems like there are thousands or even tens of thousands traded companies (some are penny stocks) that skyrocket for a few days and then immediately drop leaving people holding a "bag of odorous excrement" and they do this repeatedly, briefly looking into the fields it's usually Pharma or areas related to pharma. I see people buying stock at a cheap price, with the promises of some breakthrough, after a certain amount of time more interest is gained, stock sky rockets and then drops.
This is all not surprising of course, and there is a lot of shady business in the market. When tracking insider buying and trends you can see an insider trend building and a stock getting 'picked up' by insiders slowly. What I don't see is where does the aggressive swing comes in? There are barely any news articles, no scientific breakthrough, no marketing, but there is a sudden shift in trading volume - where does this volume come from?
Somebody needs to be selling AND buying. Even if the insiders are 'trading' among themselves to create the illusion that there is interest, you need a lot of volume to make serious money and actually offload your position (money) to people outside the interest group. Where do these people come from? Who is buying this? Millions of dollars are suddenly flooding into a stock, what is generating the traffic?

basically, everything is terrible. i am so incredibly upset that my mh ruined good things in my life. my dpdr episode, a year ago, that lasted 5 months, ruined my fucking life and self esteem. i have always struggled with anxiety and mi but this (dpdr) was something that completely shattered me.
i went to college & graduated on the dean’s list. i was an aspiring preschool teacher. i was excelling in my career working with children. i had wonderful coworkers and bosses. i was so so proud of myself. my bosses loved me.
but trauma and burn out caught up to me & i couldn’t keep up with responsibilities of work and school. my bosses, initially supportive, stopped believing in me. i’m only 23 and burnt out. i was sobbing in my bosses office and getting asked if i am okay. i dissociated everyday for months- even at work. i took a leave of absence but it wasn’t enough.
god, it all feels like such a huge loss having to leave a job i very much loved. i was financially stable.
i’m a very broken, hollow version of myself. i can barely keep conversation and sleep is 95% of what i do daily- it’s the only thing that feels good. i love my boyfriend but i feel emotionally disconnected. i feel like he will leave me if i continue to be mentally ill. my mother is an alcoholic, i still live at home and witnessing this is so exhausting.
i started a new job with the company that my mom works with & i feel like i’m going to disappoint her. my job is talking to disabled people and i can barely make normal conversation. i took the job because my mom was upset i was unemployed. i tried other jobs but i either didn’t get chosen after the interviews (i was dissociated), fired, didn’t show up for the interview, or walked out after a few days. it felt physically impossible to be a normal, sociable, alert person and worker.
i was removed from my university yesterday for inactivity. i’m in crippling debt from impulsive credit card usage. i have $5 to my name. my car payment is nearly 3 months overdue. if my car gets repoed, i’ll lose it.
i’m a lazy, crybaby, mentally ill, user. my body and mind are broken. yes, i went through trauma & it was 5 years ago but i can’t fucking move on like everyone else. i did therapy, medication and i need more therapy but i’m broke.
thoughts of dying are absolutely raging and i don’t have anyone to talk to rn. It feels like there is no help in the world.

My Sister, This is gonna be a hard one, so you may wanna sit with Nana to help you digest this content.
I have loved and celebrated you since the second I learned of your existence.
To go from that, to where we are today is heartbreaking. The 28 year old adult person you are currently isn’t someone I’m sure I can have in my life and maintain my peace/ quality of life I deserve. Here are a few questions for you to think about— •Would you keep contact with someone who constantly made you feel ways you didn’t want to feel? •Would you keep contact with someone who spoke to you in ways that consistently wounded you and made you feel less than who you know you are? •Would stay close to someone who often hurt your feelings?
As a means of protecting yourself, you’d probably choose to keep distance between you and that person.
On my end, the conflict between us isn’t about my relationship, or any other factor outside of the fact that I cannot and will not continue to subject myself to your abuse. This isn’t limited to what happened May 20, 2023.
It’s been YEARS. Years of yelling. Years of disrespect. Years of being treated wrong. Years of disregard. Years of emotional abuse. I’m not sure if you know how damaging that is/ can be to a person.
I have been subjected to your nasty behavior, mood swings and all around crappy conduct forever and I’m tired. I’d rather have nothing with you if we can’t be in a place of peace.
If being near me is gonna set you off or put you in a bad head space, I’m gonna practice staying away from you to preserve us both.
You being near me isn’t safe for me and my life deserves safety and peace.
I’m not willing to put myself in jeopardy for the sake of a relationship with someone who never made me feel valued.
In a way, I guess this is a farewell message. I will never stop loving you, but it’s clear that love alone isn’t enough to maintain a healthy space.

Hey, I know it's been a couple months since things between us officially ended but I felt it was necessary to tell you this now that I've had a bit of time and space to reflect and begin therapy. I wanted to tell you thank you for our time together and also for affording me the time and space to heal from the break up. Thinking of you no longer hurts and I'm glad that I only think of the good times instead of that last month.
To be honest with you, I, too, was mentally checked out in that final month but I figured that if I toughed it out things would magically solve themselves but that was my optimism and naivety speaking. In that same vein, I would like to apologize for our timing and my immaturity. I was immature and insecure and somehow both smothered and neglected you due to frustrations stemming from the downswing of what we had and my personal life. To that end I'm working on how to maintain a better work-life balance so that I won't become that person again.
I'd also like to thank you for mutually agreeing to pull the plug on the whole thing. I truly will never know if timing was your only issue in ending the whole thing but with perspective I definitely believe it was the underlying cause for me. I was so wrapped up with work and studying to the point where I couldn't give my all to you which I deeply regret. But, as I said, it was a good call to make. If there was a hall of fame for bad timing I really do think we would have made it in. With all of the instances in which we both just missed each other, both of us adjusting to our new lives, and the difficulty of trying to fit a square peg into the round hole that was our schedules, I think it was too much to handle. Plus, in about two months I'll be in another country advocating for financial aid from our sister city and I genuinely think we would have resented one another if the relationship continued. So I'll always be grateful for your foresight and maturity in that regard.
I'd love to grab boba and properly catch up either before or after my overseas business trip, however regardless of your answer I'll respect it. I don't want to get back together because the timing is still off and if we were to ever try again I want to give us a proper shot, but so many things would have to go right that it's a pipe dream. So in the interim I'd love to be friendly towards one another. I'd like to clarify that I'm over what we had because it didn't serve either of us anymore but I hope when you think of me you still remember the "sweetest guy" that you happened to cross paths with and would be open to a new beginning in time no matter what shape the new beginning takes. As always, I wish you the best and I know as long as you listen to your heart you'll do amazing in life.
If it means anything, I think you're the sweetest girl I've ever met too.
-T

Context: 76 days NC, a year-long relationship (as in "two people see each other often and communicate a lot") half of which was a situationship with an attempt of "Relationship" which lasted about two months. (Writing it out made me realize how utterly complicated that was).
So, I just want to say, that now, when I'm nearing 11 weeks past BU it seems to get better. My heart doesn't feel as heavy and my overall condition improved. Aside from time doing its thing, here is what I have done in no particular order:

• Exercise. Some people say to exercise like a demon. I guess there's some merit to it, but I had no time, no desire, no money and no opportunity to get into gym obsession. I just downloaded a free exercise app for men and stuck to it (15 minutes a day, every day for 37 days with exceptions on ones when app tells me to rest). Combined with lessened food and alcohol intake it helped me to improve my looks enough for me to notice, I feel stronger and physically more capable.
• Walking. My job makes it easy to walk 10000 steps a day and, when I have the time on my days off, I try to walk as much. Walking in nature is cool, especially now, when it's finally summer.
• Reading. Both fiction and non-fiction helped me to take my mind off BU. Non-fiction strengthens the mind, fiction heals the heart. And I just love reading, so it also helped me relax.
• Meditation. 50 days straight. Improved my ability to just be. I actually can focus on something other than my thoughts and feelings for quite some time now.
• Talking to friends. Can't stress this enough: having someone to share your thoughts and feelings with is tremendously helpful. Don't play it cool, don't feel ashamed - just talk to someone who cares. For me, it isn't even as much about looking for advice or something, letting someone in on my pain helps as is.
• Doing chores and "keeping it together". That is a tough one - my mind is occupied by thoughts, and it takes effort to return to day-to-day things. But having a paycheck, clean clothes and a clean apartment is totally worth it.
• Allowing my self to think and feel whatever. Is it sadness? Get in. Anger? Sure. Do I miss her? Okay. Am I hurt? Welcome. Am I hopeful? Great, let me experience it. One step at a time, may whatever come - I'll be there for myself. I'm in control, and none of my feelings and urges warrant necessity of any kind of action. (Guess meditation really helped with that).
• Some therapy. Sadly, due to my financial struggles I can't afford counseling every week or, to be fair, on any consistent basis. It'll change for the better in a couple of weeks, though. Anyway, those hours I had were tremendously helpful. My mind was and kind of is a mess, so having someone else's mind to help mine to get mended back together is extremely useful.
• Some journaling. Classical one, greatfulness and letters never send.
• Writing poetry. Having a creative outlet is helpful.
• Partying every once in a while. We all need to relax some times.
• Thinking in general. I know that a lot of us struggle with ruminating and "what if" kinds of thoughts, but they are there for a reason: as messy is it is, your mind is trying to make sense of the situation and, while there's a lot of "useless" chaff, some of it actually adapts whole of you to a new post BU reality. For me, anyway, it did.
• Taking responsibility and forgiving myself. There was a lot of things I could have done differently. There's a lot of things I could have communicate better. There's a lot of choices I've made that were based only on a part of myself and not the whole of me. There was a lot of doubts I could've voiced. A lot of anger pent up. A lot of withholding on my part. I'm sorry, but I had my reasons, and did my best at the time. Next time when life will turn its ugly side on me I'll be that bit more prepared.
• Reading this sub. It helps to see that I'm not the only one struggling.

By no means, I'm over it: any accidental reminder of her leads to feelings of pretty extreme anxiety. I guess I'll keep eliminating those and keep reframing my memories so it no longer hurts.
I suppose, your mileage may vary, but to anyone who's not eleven weeks in yet: it just might get better a little bit this soon.
Thank you and carry on! We got what it takes!

Hello!! Sorry for the long post but I have been given an amazing opportunity to go back to uni and complete my Masters, this is my last chance to do it as for this particular course you have to do it within 10 years of your undergraduate. This has been a dream of mine for so long and I am so happy that it is finally becoming a reality HOWEVER my home loan is currently at a 1.79% fixed rate finishing on the same week I start uni. So I will still be working but I am set to lose more than half my income so about $2,000 a month (as I can only do 2-3 days a week max and I have 20 weeks of placement in the 2 years too) and with the increase in our interest to over 6%, we are set to pay an extra $1,500 a month on the home loan than we are already paying. So for perspective, before me and my husband would be making close to $7,000 a month and paying $2,500 in home loan, now we will be earning less than $5000 and our home loan will be $4,000 (which will not cover bills and food). It doesn’t feel like this is a possibility for me to go to uni anymore as I don’t want to choose my dream over being able to provide food for myself and my husband. I guess I am just posting to see if anyone has any suggestions or advice for us, have been in this situation before, is doing both a possibility or just not in this day and age with the increase in every single thing making living near impossible for people. Thank you in advance!

I just wanted to say my experience watching her and my opinion about her. I started watching her on PleasantSims since I'm a very big fan of Sims 2, and I genuinely loved her channel. She was funny and sorta inspiring for me, because of her I got into rotational gameplay and played for weeks, months without stop. I supported her all the time, when she took breaks because of mental health and had no problem with it. Then she quit PleasantSims and started her other channel Life Plus Cindy. I wasn't really interested in that so I decided not to watch it. Earlier this year after getting to know she lost her baby and also her husband left her, I felt extreme amount of sadness for her, I really wanted to watch her and hope that she'll get better. I even watched her previous vlogs and she inspired me with those. Watching her struggle and trying to move one made me feel better because I also had a lot of fights with my boyfriend that time. When she first got back with him, I was actually supportive and thought it was okay because I didn't know the background of their relationship. After the second "break-up" I started watching her again, thought what Andrew did was horrible and she really shouldn't go back to him. I mean the man cheated on her MULTIPLE TIMES and kept it a secret, he gave her false hope of getting back together again just to crush her heart again and didn't even contact her. Of course, Cindy herself is nowhere near innocent, her BPD caused a lot of troubles in the relationship and what she did was also horrible, but cheating is way worse. They both are unhealthy and really should work on themselves. I was still hopeful about Cindy and her healing watching her vlogs and live streams. I'm aware of her "racist remarks" in one video what I've seen and I don't support that behaviour but I let it slide because they could have just been fooling around stupidly without giving a care (although her response for criticism could have been a lot better). Then here comes her last video where she went back to Andrew. This was literally 10 to a 1000 without anyone expecting it and it also surprised me. The entire video felt ...off. She looked like she was on drugs, sleepless, unhappy and unhealthy over the obsession of Andrew. He looked uncomfortable in the video as well. Not giving a crap about her self-respect, her subscribers and her life she made a choice just like a teenager and went back to her cheating husband. I don't hate her for it but she definitely disappointed me and a lot of her supporters with that video. It's a big fuck you that you believed in me lol. I really hope she actually gets better for real and focuses on herself she needs a LOT to work on.

I’m 20 years old, and just broke up with the first girlfriend I’d ever had. She was kind, sweet, and loving, always respectful of my boundaries, always caring and comforting, and I was the same to her. She’s had seven boyfriends in the past, but always broke up with every single one of them. She’d never been in love, and I was her first, just as she was mine.
Our relationship was long distance. I was naive and thought we could make it work, but even while we were together, I made her cry every night. Our one hope was that she could move near me, and it was an actually feasible hope— her sister was looking for houses within an hour of my house, and we might’ve been able to make it all work out.
A few weeks ago, she told me that her sister was also looking for houses near her place, and she wasn’t sure if they were going to move. The plans I have for my future make it so it’d take around five years to have a feasible chance to move in with her and start a life together for real. I’m not rich by any sense, and visiting her temporarily would be infrequent, and leave her broken each time I’d leave.
And just tonight, she told me that her sister was confirmed to be looking for a home near their place. I talked to her about how we could make the distance work, but it was all too bleak. I know just how much she cried and suffered each night with me being away. I wasn’t going to put her through five years of pain for something that had a high chance of crumbling before the end. So I decided to end it early, before I hurt her more than I already had.
It hurts. I threw up. She did too. She begged me not to leave her, and I did. If I stayed with her, I’d hurt her. If I broke up with her, I’d hurt her. Deciding that we wouldn’t work out is selfish of me. Deciding to keep her to myself even when she’d get burned in the process would also be selfish of me.
No matter what I do, everything is going to hurt.
Sometimes I wonder if it was even worth asking her out to begin with. I gave her all the love I could, and she reciprocated. Neither of us wanted to end it. If I hadn’t asked her out, things wouldn’t have hurt for either for us.
But I don’t regret it. I don’t regret giving her my heart, I don’t regret spending time with her. I don’t regret getting to know her family, or staying up late nights talking, or comforting her when she was having a hard day. I don’t regret being there for her, and I wouldn’t have changed a thing.
I just wish I had more relationship experience. Maybe this all could’ve been avoided somehow, and we could’ve had a happy ending. But instead, I’ll cry into my pillow, as I’m writing her one final poem.
I love you, Sadie. Forever and always. Goodbye
TLDR: I broke off a long distance relationship with the girl I love with all my heart because I refuse to drag her along and hurt her more than I have to.

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