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2022.02.28 11:33 Melaniefam melaniefam
this is the community of the famous american popstar Melanie Martinez Melanie Adele Martinez is an American singer, songwriter, actress, director, photographer, screenwriter, and visual artist. Born in Astoria, Queens, and raised in Baldwin, New York, Martinez rose to prominence in 2012 after appearing on the American television vocal talent show The Voice.
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2023.06.05 15:46 HumbleBrother2285 Did anyone else's nParent direct most of their rage about you, towards your eParent? Without confronting you at all? (TL;DR at bottom)
One of my dad's biggest triggers has always been being looked at with "hatred" or "contempt."
One of these times, my brother got accused of damaging a part of his iPad charger and I stepped in and said he didn't do it (I genuinely thought he didn't) but it turned out he had done it by accident. Apparently "I looked at my dad with hatred in my eyes" when I said it.
He drank when we got home and everything was relatively fine (but tense) until we went to bed. I was woken up in the middle of the night by SHRIEKING, like genuine, ballistic, top-of-his-lungs, unhinged, enraged screeching coming from my dad as he screamed and screamed and screamed at my mom in the living room (I was in my bedroom "sleeping"). This went on for a good while.
I am intentionally avoiding using words like "yelling" or "shouting" because in my experience, this level of rage from him (which happens a handful of times per year), is completely unlike anything I have ever heard in my entire life, not from other people in my life, not in movies, not even on the internet. It's not like regular yelling (which is also loud and angry) but this is GENUINELY unhinged and I am not using that term lightly. It sounds like he completely loses control and it's so, so so incredibly loud and the sound of his voice in that state is so terrifying - I feel like I could not possibly describe it accurately without someone hearing it themselves.
He was screaming about me, about how I looked at him, about how he doesn't want me living in his house if I harbor so much hatred toward him. Mind you, I have never, ever in my life (to this day) ever said or done anything hostile towards him (too scared to, lmao). This was all over a LOOK I gave him. This was genuinely the most terrifying moment in my entire childhood - even worse than any of the beatings or whippings I got. I'm getting goosebumps and my heart is racing even as I type this.
I was 14 and I will never forget how badly I was shaking and crying in my bed as I listened to my dad going absolutely INSANE about how much he doesn't want me living there anymore, all while my gentle and kindhearted mom just sat silently and listened. She didn't say a single thing to defend me. The next day he acted completely normal and she just whispered to me, "That man is crazy..." Yeah thanks for not sticking up for me, you fucking coward.
TL;DR:
But honestly? As I look back at this event and similar ones in my childhood, I wonder one thing: Why did he so often subject my mom to the rage he had towards me or my brother? Sure, he would often yell at us and beat us, but a lot of the rage was directly expressed to my mom while we hid inside our bedrooms where he, I guess, thought we couldn't hear him. I remember so much screaming, cursing, yelling, ranting about me that was directed at my mom, and never ever addressed with me directly. He would just treat me completely normally the next day or even later that same day. He wouldn't confront me about what I had "done," or require an apology or anything.
So I really wonder what the end goal was? I'm just confused because it seems like most nParents relish in lording their power over you directly, seeing your discomfort firsthand, and don't hold back from tackling their relationship with you right at the source. So I wonder if anyone else has had this experience. Why didn't he just subject me to this tirade?
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One of these times, my brother got accused of damaging a part of his iPad charger and I stepped in and said he didn't do it (I genuinely thought he didn't) but it turned out he had done it by accident. Apparently "I looked at my dad with hatred in my eyes" when I said it.
He drank when we got home and everything was relatively fine (but tense) until we went to bed. I was woken up in the middle of the night by SHRIEKING, like genuine, ballistic, top-of-his-lungs, unhinged, enraged screeching coming from my dad as he screamed and screamed and screamed at my mom in the living room (I was in my bedroom "sleeping"). This went on for a good while.
I am intentionally avoiding using words like "yelling" or "shouting" because in my experience, this level of rage from him (which happens a handful of times per year), is completely unlike anything I have ever heard in my entire life, not from other people in my life, not in movies, not even on the internet. It's not like regular yelling (which is also loud and angry) but this is GENUINELY unhinged and I am not using that term lightly. It sounds like he completely loses control and it's so, so so incredibly loud and the sound of his voice in that state is so terrifying - I feel like I could not possibly describe it accurately without someone hearing it themselves.
He was screaming about me, about how I looked at him, about how he doesn't want me living in his house if I harbor so much hatred toward him. Mind you, I have never, ever in my life (to this day) ever said or done anything hostile towards him (too scared to, lmao). This was all over a LOOK I gave him. This was genuinely the most terrifying moment in my entire childhood - even worse than any of the beatings or whippings I got. I'm getting goosebumps and my heart is racing even as I type this.
I was 14 and I will never forget how badly I was shaking and crying in my bed as I listened to my dad going absolutely INSANE about how much he doesn't want me living there anymore, all while my gentle and kindhearted mom just sat silently and listened. She didn't say a single thing to defend me. The next day he acted completely normal and she just whispered to me, "That man is crazy..." Yeah thanks for not sticking up for me, you fucking coward.
TL;DR:
But honestly? As I look back at this event and similar ones in my childhood, I wonder one thing: Why did he so often subject my mom to the rage he had towards me or my brother? Sure, he would often yell at us and beat us, but a lot of the rage was directly expressed to my mom while we hid inside our bedrooms where he, I guess, thought we couldn't hear him. I remember so much screaming, cursing, yelling, ranting about me that was directed at my mom, and never ever addressed with me directly. He would just treat me completely normally the next day or even later that same day. He wouldn't confront me about what I had "done," or require an apology or anything.
So I really wonder what the end goal was? I'm just confused because it seems like most nParents relish in lording their power over you directly, seeing your discomfort firsthand, and don't hold back from tackling their relationship with you right at the source. So I wonder if anyone else has had this experience. Why didn't he just subject me to this tirade?
2023.06.05 15:46 chickadee215 Is 6.38% for auto loan good? (850 credit score)
I've been loosely shopping around, doing car research in person and looking at cars online. I have Chase bank for checking and I just noticed they're showing a "pre qualified for auto loan" notice on my home screen. The details page is showing a rate of 6.38% for 60 months. Is that pretty good? (My credit score is over 850.) I was hoping for something lower.
Pls don't tell me to try a credit union, I did that once and their rates were the same and it was a PITA to join!
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Pls don't tell me to try a credit union, I did that once and their rates were the same and it was a PITA to join!
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2023.06.05 15:45 ARoseColoredLife Bacuti and Tara vs Ocean Villas
My husband and I were married at the Bacuti and Tara in 2014. We have been planning on returning to Aruba for our 10 year anniversary. We were planning on staying at the Bacuti again, but last night my husband showed me the website for Ocean Villas and now I am torn. If it were you which would you choose?
Also, some of the reviews of Ocean Villas mentioned that they had lots of mosquitoes and some spiders and other bugs. If you stayed there was that an issue?
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Also, some of the reviews of Ocean Villas mentioned that they had lots of mosquitoes and some spiders and other bugs. If you stayed there was that an issue?
2023.06.05 15:45 owgw after LSD tab trip
yesterday night i took a lsd tab which was a good trip but ever since around 3am my leg has numbed. any concerns?
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2023.06.05 15:45 JoeNexgen You never know how much you care about someone until they're gone.
Had a coworker pass last night. Wasn't anything wild like she passed at the Target. Just went to the hospital and didn't make it home. I got the news this morning and I've just been a wreck. "It was just a coworker", I said to myself. "Why am I crying so much?" But then I thought about it and I've known her for 5 years. She's been there for the good and bad times throughout my Target working experience. When I've had trouble at home even, she would listen. When I was feeling good, she was there to hype me up further. When I needed help, she was an extra pair of hands. Somewhere along the lines, she became one of my friends and I'll miss her dearly. I know she'll be missed by her friends and close family, but I do hope she knew how much she meant to the random people that she met and helped throughout her life. RIP
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2023.06.05 15:45 taversham 3 months of empties
 | Makeup submitted by taversham to PanPorn [link] [comments] Marc Jacobs bronzer in 104 Tantastic: great winter shade for fair cool-toned skin. Would repurchase W7 Micro Matte Fix Special FX Flawless Face powder in Light: bought this as a setting powder, but it has a lot of coverage so best used as a powder foundation. Looks lovely on the skin, stops me getting too shiny. Would repurchase Seventeen Miracle Matte Pressed Powder in Ivory Porcelain: decent affordable setting powder, nothing special but nothing to complain about. Would repurchase Rimmel Vinyl Jelly Gloss lip liner in 010 Tasty: this is the stupidest product ever, I don't know why I didn't just declutter it. It is essentially a glossy lipbalm in a wooden pencil. The product is very soft and melty so you can't sharpen it without gunking up the sharpener. It melts very quickly into the lips so it needs sharpening pretty much every use, and if you misjudge it you end up scraping your lips with the sharp pencilly bits. It's not a good lipliner because it smudges everywhere and does absolutely nothing to stop lipstick bleeding or define your lip line. Using it made me angry at every person involved in its development and production. Would not repurchase. Laura Mercier Tinted Moisturiser Oil Free in shade 2C1 Blush: claims to be oil free but I get so shiny so quickly in this, and it oxidises really badly on me. Would not repurchase Maybelline Sky High Mascara: some days this looks really good on me and other days I just don't seem to be able to apply it right. When it works out it is amazing though. Would repurchase Skin and nails Clean and Clear Dual Action Moisturiser: love this for summer, it's not too heavy at all and has a nice cooling affect. Would repurchase Revolution Niacinamide and zinc serum: the only product that helps with my massive pores. Doesn't pill up and cooperates with other products applied beneath and on top. Would repurchase Clean and Clear Deep Cleansing lotion: brilliant for making my oily skin feel squeaky clean and clearing out any clogged pores. Would repurchase Nivea Soft Moisturising Cream: great all purpose moisturiser for all over, always take it travelling. Provides good hydration and soaks in well without being greasy. Would repurchase Nivea Sun Shine Control SPF 50 face cream: my deafult face sunscreen for the summer, I think its "Shine Control" claim is slightly overstated but all SPFs go a bit shiny and it does act as a reasonable primer for makeup. Would repurchase Simple Glow Facial Wash: I just didn't think this did a very good job of cleaning my face, even if I had a couple of goes with it. Would not repurchase Nip+Fab Glycolic Fix Scrub: this does a very thorough job of cleaning your face, really appreciated how smooth and soft my skin was afterwards although it is a bit stingy when it's on. Would repurchase L'Oréal Recitalist Last Renew Night cream: I don't like the smell and it leaves a weird film on my skin. Does make my skin feel nice in the morning though. Would not repurchase Essie Expressie polish in 340 Air Dry: love this colour, dries fast, one coat is sufficient, the long tall bottle shape makes it easy to use even when there's not much product left. Would repurchase Elegant Touch Quick Dry nail spray: no idea how this works but it speeds up nail drying so fast for me, not sure what I'd do without it anymore. Would repurchase |
2023.06.05 15:45 Celery416 Help - what's happening to our Jalapeno plants?
 | Zone 9 - This is the 2nd time in the past week we've awoken to a toppled jalapeno plant. After the first time I added in a layer of diotamaceous earth to the top soil and last night we started to spray for caterpillars. Planted in a raised bed garden with chicken wire. Any idea what's causing this and what we can do to prevent our remaining plants? (3rd photo to show why we started spraying for caterpillars) submitted by Celery416 to OntarioGardeners [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 15:45 TonyAtCodeleakers How should I approach casually dating without leading on?
25M if that matters
I’m recently single. Not going to dive into it, but my ex of a year and a half ghosted me and moved across the country. It’s fresh, and due to the lack of closure (I was never broken up with just no contact) I am not looking to jump back into anything serious for a while.
In the past with heartbreak, I have gone on benders where I just hookup with randoms until I get over it. Not healthy and I’m not trying to do that again. This time around I figured I should try to build back up my confidence and go on real dates casually with the intention just to meet new people and have fun, but I’m running into a serious issue. I work in sales and my entire job is to be attentive to clients and make them feel special, I’m good at it! Issue is, even when I communicate my intentions prior, I must be giving off the vibe that I changed my mind with how attentive I am during dates? Basically I pay attention and seem interested is what I’m gathering.
I know that sounds ridiculous, but I got cursed out for “convincing her I was different than other guys” last night…. Like don’t get me wrong I’m not turning down sex, but I’m making a conscious effort just to enjoy spending time with people and not just do hookups. And this is the second time I have had someone not so happy with me for a similar reason. It’s almost like people associate not just directly asking for sex or a hookup when setting up a date with meaning you want a relationship.
I don’t want to force myself to be less engaging but can anyone suggest a better way to communicate I’m not looking for anything serious without sounding like I just want sex, or I’m playing it cool?
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I’m recently single. Not going to dive into it, but my ex of a year and a half ghosted me and moved across the country. It’s fresh, and due to the lack of closure (I was never broken up with just no contact) I am not looking to jump back into anything serious for a while.
In the past with heartbreak, I have gone on benders where I just hookup with randoms until I get over it. Not healthy and I’m not trying to do that again. This time around I figured I should try to build back up my confidence and go on real dates casually with the intention just to meet new people and have fun, but I’m running into a serious issue. I work in sales and my entire job is to be attentive to clients and make them feel special, I’m good at it! Issue is, even when I communicate my intentions prior, I must be giving off the vibe that I changed my mind with how attentive I am during dates? Basically I pay attention and seem interested is what I’m gathering.
I know that sounds ridiculous, but I got cursed out for “convincing her I was different than other guys” last night…. Like don’t get me wrong I’m not turning down sex, but I’m making a conscious effort just to enjoy spending time with people and not just do hookups. And this is the second time I have had someone not so happy with me for a similar reason. It’s almost like people associate not just directly asking for sex or a hookup when setting up a date with meaning you want a relationship.
I don’t want to force myself to be less engaging but can anyone suggest a better way to communicate I’m not looking for anything serious without sounding like I just want sex, or I’m playing it cool?
2023.06.05 15:44 NokCha_ Steve Kerr reacts to Nuggets-Heat Game 2: Jokic's big night + Miami's strategy Draymond Green Show
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2023.06.05 15:44 whyamisadrn i hate having a crush sm
like crushes take up sm time i end thinking abt them all day, and then i get distracted and im just like why, so i try to spend time with my friends to distract me. they they frickinh text while u are with friends and ahhhhhhhh. its the worst when they express that they like u, but me as sum stupid ass is like do they rlly tho and overthink it. then they talk abt me being special and its like ahh. but then u get so easily dissapointed if they dont act a certain way or sum and i get rlly sad. like idk if other ppl have this but randomly u get sad after u talk to ur crush. like 4 example i was on call with them and they were literally talking abt how i was the only person he asks how there day was and blah blah and how he cares abt me.
BUT ANYWAYS anyone got any tips on how to stop thinking abt them, cuz its bad cuz they give me attention and talk to me like pls stop, ur gonna make me like u more pls. like i, thinking maybe i should think of icks to stop liking them but i like them too much. but ye having a crush is so ah but it is so ahhh at the same time
idk pls ignore me i cant even understand what i wrote but im in a mood rn soooo lolsies
whoever unfortunately reads this hope u have a good day or night or whatevssss <333
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BUT ANYWAYS anyone got any tips on how to stop thinking abt them, cuz its bad cuz they give me attention and talk to me like pls stop, ur gonna make me like u more pls. like i, thinking maybe i should think of icks to stop liking them but i like them too much. but ye having a crush is so ah but it is so ahhh at the same time
idk pls ignore me i cant even understand what i wrote but im in a mood rn soooo lolsies
whoever unfortunately reads this hope u have a good day or night or whatevssss <333
2023.06.05 15:44 DerpJungler Why the recent "apathy phase" is a great thing
 | I would like to be the first "Analyst" that claims the current period as the "Apathy Period". No animals around. No bears, no bulls. Just pure apathy. submitted by DerpJungler to CryptoCurrency [link] [comments]
https://preview.redd.it/vup63qjea74b1.png?width=2401&format=png&auto=webp&s=8fc84b95e5fbec226bbeb4e807c97760883cfa18 Although consistently higher than previous "apathy periods", bitcoin search volume is declining, mainly due to the fact that SBF is slowly becoming irrelevant (and hopefully sentenced soon) and we haven't seen any major ponzi schemes, algorithmic stablecoins and custodian wallets shitting the bed.
Source: bitcoinity.org Source: messari.io Now, why am I blabbering? I work as a traditional macro analyst. I get paid to analyze the past and predict the future. And my company tasked me to create a bear case for the current equity market. Now I am not going to post the full report here (you can DM me if you wish) but there's a lot of sketchy and actually scary stuff going on behind the scenes in most major economies (and wait 'till you see what's going on in developed economies). Anyway, without pretending to be Michael Burry, here's a thought: Attention has recently shifted towards the Nasdaq and tech companies. With every company going over their earnings report within 3 seconds before quickly turning into their carefully-crafted AI speech, investors are losing their shit and start throwing money at every company with the only metric being: AI mentions-per sentence ratio. While BTC is trading sideways with decreasing volume. the Nasdaq is up approx. 20% in the past 3 months. Interest rates above 5%? Don't care. What banking crisis? Are we still talking about inflation? It is likely that the Nasdaq is experiencing a "euphoria phase" with companies being priced at 200x earnings (not naming names) thinking that an AI tool that creates custom dialogues in video games will change the world we live in. In the meantime, big bucks have forgotten about crypto. And that's good news! Traction from mainstream media is slowing down. Sophisticated scammers are now looking elsewhere. Failed projects are decreasing. In the meantime, true believers are accumulating in the background. Developers are trying to find solutions to problems. Bitcoin is still running. Think about all the stories from people who actually made money through crypto (and other speculative assets). How did they do it? Well, they accumulated when everyone stopped paying attention, and sold when everyone started doing so. |
2023.06.05 15:44 ejacksonfilm New Interview with Caleb
 | Hi Everyone! I spoke with Caleb before their show in KC the other night. We talked about Sunshine!, lore for the new record, and more ☀️ submitted by ejacksonfilm to Beartooth [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 15:43 nonbinaryemoji IM OUT!
 | I can’t believe I’m finally out. Started the process in March through exmormon(.)org and I just got this email last night. As someone who still lives in Utah (and even in Utah county) I’m so glad to finally have this final nail in my LDS coffin. Good riddance and rot in “outer darkness” TSCC!!! submitted by nonbinaryemoji to exmormon [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 15:43 NRTime Should there be side LANS at LAN events?
I think it makes good sense for Optic/Faze/SSG/whoever to host LANS either before, during, or after the official LAN while everyone is in town or about to be.
Is there any reason we don't see, for example, a paid entry doubles tournament run by Quadrant going on Saturday Night? Wouldn't these events pay for themselves if there was an entry fee?
Plus they could be streamed or have drops associated with them, building the hype.
To me, more LANS at LAN events would bring more people to the event.
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Is there any reason we don't see, for example, a paid entry doubles tournament run by Quadrant going on Saturday Night? Wouldn't these events pay for themselves if there was an entry fee?
Plus they could be streamed or have drops associated with them, building the hype.
To me, more LANS at LAN events would bring more people to the event.
2023.06.05 15:43 nedreow Sell me on buying the 60 fps build instead of the Starter for indie games and programming (Netherlands).
My current build 980 build is starting to show it's age. It can still easily play the indie and old triple-A games I mostly play, and programming and data-crunching is going fine. But start-up is getting very slow sometimes and I'm worried about the overal age and reliability.
I suspect that the Starter build can easily do what I'm already doing, but is there anything else I should add/change. Is it a good idea to upgrade to future-proof?
Also the motherboard is only available for 20 more euros at another retailer, any alternatives?
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I suspect that the Starter build can easily do what I'm already doing, but is there anything else I should add/change. Is it a good idea to upgrade to future-proof?
Also the motherboard is only available for 20 more euros at another retailer, any alternatives?
2023.06.05 15:42 DarthLancelot [M4F] LOOKING FOR A LONGTERM ROLEPLAY PARTNER!
Hi! I’m a 25 year old looking for a longterm roleplay partner (18+)! I’m open to a variety of ideas, but some of the ideas I have are as follows:
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- It was a hot summer day and we were just arriving at a the festival. We had driven a ways from our home out to the desert for a huge show. We had everything all pack and were eager to have some fun, the night ahead would certainly be one to remember…
- It was a late evening and I was driving over to your place for a sleepover. I grumbled to myself as I thought it would be a lame party and there would be so many people that I’d have no time to talk to you. However, when I got there I rang the bell and when the door opened there you were wearing a sheer nightgown with no trace of anyone else in sight. I gulped and went inside as you coaxed me in…
- The sound of water dripping from the roof of the cave was quite loud, you and I made our way through several caverns as we soon came to a cool spring. We had been on a cave tour, but somehow got separated from our group. We now were wandering aimlessly through the cave system, desperate to find out way back…
2023.06.05 15:42 A_New_Day_00 I wish I could lose all my memories
I know this is something of an unrealistic rant, but this is how I'm feeling right now.
I feel overburdened by my memories. I keep going back in my mind to times in the past, places and people that I can't go back to in real life. Not that they are particularly happy or joyful memories. But there was a time when life was happening around me, at least. And I guess I could pretend that my life was going to be something different.
Also, I flash back sometimes to things that happened to me growing up. I don't have any children of my own, but I do occasionally think about my neighbours or relatives children, and making sure everything is a safe environment around them. And through that lens, when I think about some of the things that happened to me with my parents...that was really bad. I don't think any child should be subjected to those things, and I don't think any child would have the capacity to handle them.
From my parents perspective, I can see how it would be stuff that an adult would usually be able to brush off or deal with. So they couldn't understand fully how horrible it was.
I guess I've gotten a bit sidetracked. Anyhow, I just feel like every one of my days is poisoned by the presence of the past. I can't wake up to a new day, it's like as I'm waking up my mind's already been worrying and stressing about things all night long.
I've always been attracted to stories of people suffering amnesia, especially when, in the story, the person didn't like their life before, or maybe even were not a very good person. I really like that kind of story, as well as stories of being the last person on earth.
I guess the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind deals with this sort of idea. Though, from what I remember, in that one he's worried about some girl. For me, it's...I guess I just feel lost in everybody's expectations or ideas about me. I know our memories and experiences are part of our story, but for me I don't feel like there are many chapters remaining.
Less dramatically and more scientifically, I think depression is something that has a strong genetic component, so it's not surprising with my mom's issues, that I would have to struggle with this as well. It's been weird watching my mom and then my uncle (her brother) die of cancer. You kinda just struggle with your mental health problems and then things get worse and then you die, I guess that's the human story.
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I feel overburdened by my memories. I keep going back in my mind to times in the past, places and people that I can't go back to in real life. Not that they are particularly happy or joyful memories. But there was a time when life was happening around me, at least. And I guess I could pretend that my life was going to be something different.
Also, I flash back sometimes to things that happened to me growing up. I don't have any children of my own, but I do occasionally think about my neighbours or relatives children, and making sure everything is a safe environment around them. And through that lens, when I think about some of the things that happened to me with my parents...that was really bad. I don't think any child should be subjected to those things, and I don't think any child would have the capacity to handle them.
From my parents perspective, I can see how it would be stuff that an adult would usually be able to brush off or deal with. So they couldn't understand fully how horrible it was.
I guess I've gotten a bit sidetracked. Anyhow, I just feel like every one of my days is poisoned by the presence of the past. I can't wake up to a new day, it's like as I'm waking up my mind's already been worrying and stressing about things all night long.
I've always been attracted to stories of people suffering amnesia, especially when, in the story, the person didn't like their life before, or maybe even were not a very good person. I really like that kind of story, as well as stories of being the last person on earth.
I guess the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind deals with this sort of idea. Though, from what I remember, in that one he's worried about some girl. For me, it's...I guess I just feel lost in everybody's expectations or ideas about me. I know our memories and experiences are part of our story, but for me I don't feel like there are many chapters remaining.
Less dramatically and more scientifically, I think depression is something that has a strong genetic component, so it's not surprising with my mom's issues, that I would have to struggle with this as well. It's been weird watching my mom and then my uncle (her brother) die of cancer. You kinda just struggle with your mental health problems and then things get worse and then you die, I guess that's the human story.
2023.06.05 15:42 Bugatti252 The Cincinnati concours D’elagance and hanger party is this weekend
 | Hey everyone, if you're looking for something truly unique and fun, come on down to the Concours d’elegance in Ault Park. This is a car show like no other and one of the premier events of the park season. If you can get tickets, the hanger party the night before to see some fun and interesting stuff as well. submitted by Bugatti252 to cincinnati [link] [comments] |
2023.06.05 15:41 slimmy222 ghosted and it feels like my hearts being ripped out
why would you ghost a woman?
my heart is in so much pain
a year after my 6.5 year relationship ended, i met a guy in December who really liked me but i let all my fears from my last relationship get in the way and was very avoidant towards this guy, compared him to my ex and judged him for his political beliefs etc. and the fact he wanted to have sex after a few dates but a relationship was a low priority for him/told me not to think about labels so he was frustrated how slowly we moved physically. after 5th date, i then was traveling and i wasn’t as clear i wasn’t in town and he got frustrated with my indecision about coming into town and last minute cancellations, but he was also traveling so we couldn’t see each other for a few months.
i reached out a month ago asking to meetup and he said yes but that he was abroad until 5/29. he never wrote again but i texted last night asking drinks this week? and he ghosted me.
i feel so horrible i’m that bad that I frustrated him so badly to cause ghosting and think instead of how wonderful it began and how much i liked him. my heart hurts and it feels like someone is twisting my guts and punching my heart. i cant breathe. i’m so sad and i’ll never get over this, or my ex. i feel so bad this guy on 2nd date said he thought we’d be good for each other and i turned out horrible. i’m so sorry. i hate myself. i have a huge exam to study for for my professional license but now can’t as i’m too sad. i hate what i did, flaking in plans being unclear and showing up super late each last date, no sex despite him paying for dates, i’m shocked he lasted as long as he did.
if he’s ghosting bc he has a new conenction, then that shows he would have focused on me and i should have asked him to be exclusive instead of assuming he wouldn’t be and being avoidant.
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my heart is in so much pain
a year after my 6.5 year relationship ended, i met a guy in December who really liked me but i let all my fears from my last relationship get in the way and was very avoidant towards this guy, compared him to my ex and judged him for his political beliefs etc. and the fact he wanted to have sex after a few dates but a relationship was a low priority for him/told me not to think about labels so he was frustrated how slowly we moved physically. after 5th date, i then was traveling and i wasn’t as clear i wasn’t in town and he got frustrated with my indecision about coming into town and last minute cancellations, but he was also traveling so we couldn’t see each other for a few months.
i reached out a month ago asking to meetup and he said yes but that he was abroad until 5/29. he never wrote again but i texted last night asking drinks this week? and he ghosted me.
i feel so horrible i’m that bad that I frustrated him so badly to cause ghosting and think instead of how wonderful it began and how much i liked him. my heart hurts and it feels like someone is twisting my guts and punching my heart. i cant breathe. i’m so sad and i’ll never get over this, or my ex. i feel so bad this guy on 2nd date said he thought we’d be good for each other and i turned out horrible. i’m so sorry. i hate myself. i have a huge exam to study for for my professional license but now can’t as i’m too sad. i hate what i did, flaking in plans being unclear and showing up super late each last date, no sex despite him paying for dates, i’m shocked he lasted as long as he did.
if he’s ghosting bc he has a new conenction, then that shows he would have focused on me and i should have asked him to be exclusive instead of assuming he wouldn’t be and being avoidant.
2023.06.05 15:41 Fuzzy-Location-4493 looking for slowburn longform Harmony fic recs
I am very into friends-to-lovers trope but many of the high-quality Harmony fics start with both of them already having feelings for each other. So, they get together romantically from the first chapter itself.
On the other hand, I want to read a longer fic that shows them developing feelings from friendship to love, and I wanna see the progression of it all. So, can you please recommend some good slowburn fics of Harmony?
P.S. I would prefer recs with focus on Harmony relationship, but it's not non-negotiable. It's fine if the fic does not focus heavily on Harry and Hermione's relationship and focuses more on an overarching plot, keeping the romance part happening in the background. As long as there is slowburn, I am down for it
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On the other hand, I want to read a longer fic that shows them developing feelings from friendship to love, and I wanna see the progression of it all. So, can you please recommend some good slowburn fics of Harmony?
P.S. I would prefer recs with focus on Harmony relationship, but it's not non-negotiable. It's fine if the fic does not focus heavily on Harry and Hermione's relationship and focuses more on an overarching plot, keeping the romance part happening in the background. As long as there is slowburn, I am down for it
2023.06.05 15:41 Impossible_Will_7019 AITA for having rules for my sister and her husband when they come to visit?
I m36 have a little sister who's 23. She and her husband (26) are supposed to be coming down to our home state to visit me and my family. The last time she visited me was before the world shut down and because of this, she hasn't been able to meet my two-year-old son and my daughter who was born in April. I also want this to be a time when she and my girlfriend (35) can reconnect since they were so close. So, on Sunday she and her husband flew in and everything was fine until it was time to go to bed. I decided to lay down the rules for staying at my home.
1) my sister and her husband will sleep separately 2) they aren't allowed to show any affection like kissing, touching, or talking inappropriately to each other. 3) They aren't allowed to go anywhere with just them two since this isn't a couple's vacation. This is the time they are supposed to help out with the kids so I and my girlfriend can have some time to ourselves.
I told my sister and her husband these rules and they got really upset and this turned into a whole fight which woke up my kids. They ended up sleeping in their car that night because the city is an hour away from our home. The next day they left to find a hotel and they haven't answered my calls and when complained to our parents. Both my girlfriend and my parents agree with me and believe that my sister was overreacting and I don't believe I was wrong since this is my house so Reddit AITA
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1) my sister and her husband will sleep separately 2) they aren't allowed to show any affection like kissing, touching, or talking inappropriately to each other. 3) They aren't allowed to go anywhere with just them two since this isn't a couple's vacation. This is the time they are supposed to help out with the kids so I and my girlfriend can have some time to ourselves.
I told my sister and her husband these rules and they got really upset and this turned into a whole fight which woke up my kids. They ended up sleeping in their car that night because the city is an hour away from our home. The next day they left to find a hotel and they haven't answered my calls and when complained to our parents. Both my girlfriend and my parents agree with me and believe that my sister was overreacting and I don't believe I was wrong since this is my house so Reddit AITA