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2023.06.06 14:43 Ekocare A review of the book "The Broken Buddha"

Carl Stimson, a vipassana meditator who has been in and out of Myanmar for the last ten years, offers this review of Shravasti Dhammika's book The Broken Buddha.

Having been a meditator in a Theravada-associated tradition for many years, an enthusiastic reader of books by Theravada monks and teachers, and an infrequent visitor to Southeast Asia for Dhamma purposes, I have long seen this religion as the most faithful representative of the Buddha’s teachings. ...
The book is the work of Shravasti Dhammika, an Australia-born man who ordained as a Theravada monk in 1976. It was published in 2008, though as he states in the preface, most of it was written several years earlier and he only decided to publish after an “unauthorized draft” appeared online. I am unsure how much the official version differs from this draft, but the text retains a rough feel. At less than 80 pages, it is somewhere between long essay and short book, and is at turns angry, funny, cutting, astounding, and, unfortunately, sometimes poorly researched. For some, Bhante Dhammika’s casual relationship with facts and tendency toward generalization may limit their ability to take the thrust of his arguments seriously. ...
He gives many examples from his long years in robes to illustrate these tendencies. Many of the most absurd and humorous of these involve the Vinaya. For instance, “handling money” (in Pali, ‘gold and silver’) is often the focus of criticism. ...
The author is not critical of monks who handle money, indeed he admits to having done so himself in certain circumstances, his point being that a balanced approach is needed, one that avoids unnecessary anxiety over running afoul of extreme interpretations but is also intellectually honest enough to admit when the spirit of the law is being broken. ...
The first category—the slavish adherence to or disregard for Vinaya— may be the easiest to dismiss as having nothing to do with “true” Theravada. Indeed, there is so much variation among Theravada monks it is difficult to make a unified critique. ...
The second category—wasteful giving— is something I believe many Western Buddhists struggle with when encountering Theravada in its native setting. .. The most nuanced answer, which simultaneously disarms the critic and paints the practice in a positive light, is that lay Theravadins give out of a desire to support the Sangha and perform wholesome deeds, thus making merit that will help them karmically in the current life and lives to come. .. It seemed to cover all the bases—one couldn’t blame the lay people because their desire to give was pure and founded in solid Buddhist logic, and one couldn’t blame the monks because they are simply vessels for the lay public’s generosity—and remaining critical made me feel somewhat culturally insensitive. .. Theravadins are not stupid—when presented with such clear cost-benefit figures, who would want to waste their dana on the poor and needy when there are monks around? .. The generosity of Southeast Asian Buddhists is often described in glowing terms, in many ways rightly so. ...
The third category—self-centeredness— was something I had not thought of before and caused a dramatic shift in my understanding of how well Theravada puts the Buddha’s teachings into practice. The typical explanation of the difference between Theravada and Mahayana goes that the former sticks only to what was taught by Gotama the Buddha, while the latter adds teachings from other “buddhas” and spiritual figures. To the faithful, this lends Theravada an air of purity, which by implication means Mahayana teachings are somehow “polluted.” Leave it to Bhante Dhammika to burst this bubble. His fascinating contention is that Theravada has a pronounced negative and selfish tendency that ignores many things the Buddha taught. ...
But wait, one might ask, weren’t you just criticizing Theravada for an excess of giving? Even if wasteful, isn’t this the opposite of a “negative and selfish tendency”?
The Broken Buddha and its Implications
I don't think any sensible person believe S. Dhammika's opinion against the strictness of the Theravada Vinaya.
Apart from the above observations, we can find another attempt of S. Dhammika to painte the Visuddhimagga as negative which have got refused by many other scholars.

"The Broken Buddha by S. Dhammika:
“Even Buddhaghosa did not really believe that Theravada practice could lead to Nirvana. His Visuddhimagga is supposed to be a detailed, step by step guide to enlightenment. And yet in the postscript […] he says he hopes that the merit he has earned by writing the Vishuddhimagga will allow him to be reborn in heaven, abide there until Metteyya (Maitreya) appears, hear his teaching and then attain enlightenment.”

Let's look at what other scholars have said (including an ancient king):

"Visuddhimárga-mahásannaya" by King Parakramabahu (1234 - 1269 CE):
"The postscript of Visuddhimagga wass written by Venerable Buddhamitta who was an student of Venerable Buddhagosa."
[Visuddhimárga-mahásannaya of King Parakramabahu-II of Kingdom of Dambadeniya is a Sinhala glossary (Sannaya) to Visuddhimagga written within 1234 to 1269CE and also called Parákramabáhu-sannaya.]
The scholar monks below have noticed that S. Dhammika's observation is immature though they have seemingly not known about the above precise mention of the King.

Ven. Dhammanado:
Ven. Dhammika is making the common mistake of confusing Buddhaghosa’s colophon with that of the scribal copyist. The former dedicates the the merit of composing the Visuddhimagga to the happiness of all beings. It’s the scribe, not Buddhaghosa, who wants to go to heaven and later meet Metteyya.

Ven. Sujato:
In any case, the passage that expresses a wish to be reborn with Metteyya has multiple indications that it is a later addition, probably a scribal remark by a copyist.
It is only found in Sinhalese manuscripts
It doesn’t identify Buddhaghosa at all, merely saying “through the merit I have gained by this”.
It appears after the rather elaborate praise of Buddhaghosa, which itself appears to be a later addition (it’s not good form to praise oneself in this way).
It is right at the end, exactly where a copyist’s scribal mark would be added
This belief is implicitly rejected in the text itself (Vism 1.135)

Ven. Panditha of Burma:
Those colophons have not come from Acariya Buddhaghosa’s hands.
Acariya Buddhaghosa wanted to have all the credit transferred to the Mahāvihāra community.
Those introductions, epilogues, and colophons still have certain aspects not yet sufficiently examined.
Traditional scholars hardly believe that those colophons are written by Acariya Buddhaghosa.
All the works of Acariya Buddhaghosa were anonymous at the beginning.
This anonymity is the reason for someone in posterity to add such colophons in order to save the author’s name.
The reason for anonymity was to get the works endorsed by the prestige and authority of Mahāvihāra, expecting the longevity of books. If only a less number of people were interested in manually copying his book, it would remain “unpublished".
In this way, Acariya Buddhaghosa could successfully publish his works inland and internationally.
This circumstance of Acariya Buddhaghosa can be compared to presidential speech-writers. Although writer’s name is not a secret, no president would acknowledge the writer in the speech itself.
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2023.06.06 14:42 Johnny_Boy398 Africa Rework Proposal: Bêafrîka, Katanga, and the Mercenary Kingdoms of Africa

Africa Rework Proposal: Bêafrîka, Katanga, and the Mercenary Kingdoms of Africa
(This is part of a continuing series, links to which will be provided in the comments below)
Bêafrîka State: Bob Denard, Jean-Bédel Bokassa and the mercenary state.
The term “warlord” has been abused by many as a catch all term for any armed african group. It brings to mind images of a barbaric, violent oaf seeking to enrich themselves with trinkets and money off the back of their military extortion: an example of the primitive and bloodthirsty nature of the african. This is certainly the purpose of the term for the Germans, who seek to paint all native armed resistance in this light in order to justify their own return to the continent. But despite this abuse of the term, and its unjust application, it is not made up out of whole cloth: bandits, criminal gangs and short sighted thugs do exist among the africans as they do in all people, and the chaos of the German collapse has given these characters the opportunity of a lifetime. In the former RK Zentralafrika this is seen most clearly in the “mercenary state” of Bêafrîka.
Borders of a successful Bêafrîka. Many post-colonial African nations are accused of being artificial: random lines drawn on a map for the convenience of foreigners, and thus doomed to be either failures or exploitive facades. The truth of this statement is debatable: what makes a nation “organic”, is it truly critical that one be so? Are the struggles of new African nations so easily encapsulated? The argument goes on but all will agree on this: Bêafrîka is an utterly artificial and extractive state which can only begrudgingly be called a nation at all.
The north-west of Zentralafrika has always been something of a hodgepodge. The initial conquest of the area from the Free French meant the roll back of any “nation building” expenditures in favor of reverting back to the old company rule. Corvee slavery, plantations and almost non-existent infrastructure was the rule even under the French, and as such the transition to German ownership was almost seamless. If the average native african noticed a difference at all it was in the flags and helmets of the whites who terrorized them: their managers and guards stayed essentially the same. As such the region was seen by independence agitators as ripe for their own movements to grow in. Though such resistance was kept on a tight leash by the Germans it finally burst forth in the northern incursion of 1954. Supported by Nigeria and with the German forces drawn thin by the ongoing Wester Russian War, socialist militants made a lightning strike southward in the hopes of toppling Zentralafrika. For a moment it seemed as if they would do it: the road to Leopoldville was only lightly guarded and the rebel numbers were, in theory, vast. But it was not to be: poor command structures and infighting slowed the rebel advance for long enough that Kommissar Krogmann and Seigfreid Muller were able to reorganize and counterattack with the aid of a new breed of soldier: the Mercenary.
Though having been present in the role of corporate security for years this war was the instance when the Congo Mercenaries truly became a force to be reckoned with. Restrictions on who could hold a gun were dropped and the ranks of mercs swollen with Europeans, Asians and Africans. Though typically small groups and far more independent than Krogmann would have liked, they were all well acquainted with their trade and often brought along their own equipment. They could move fast, hit hard, and there was no reason to suspect their siding with the revolutionaries. With the aid of mercenaries and the cash of selling off vast tracts of land to private holders the revolutionaries were pushed back, and the long guerilla war began. Some areas of Zentralafrika were essentially passive, or had other security solutions. But in the north it was the mercenaries and the garrison which enforced the German order. Names of these men would soon become minor celebrities to the military minded, and their benefactor Seigfreid Muller got a promotion. But for our story only three names matter: the French “mercenary king” Bob Denard, “black Napoleon” Jean-Bédel Bokassa, and “the tiger” Alexandre Banza.
Though it is the armed men who hold real power in their hands, the counter-revolutionary forces are not all German and French soldiers of fortune. The APL’s anti-clerical excesses and radical nativism also alienated the thin class of native collaborators and most of all the catholic church. Barthelemy Boganda was one such native conservative, being a native priest who has tried to act through the church to both reform and aid his flock. After the death of his mentor Marcel Grandin Boganda has become a leading figure of pro-native reform without resorting to violence or leftist radicalism.
With the alliance of French and German landowners paying for their protection the mercenaries, though still technically led by Europeans, became the foremost armed presence in the north. Battling against resistance internal and external by 1962 they have become a hated and envied force, and one which Krogmann is eager to bring into line. But the South Africa War will get in the way of any reforms, with mercenaries once again being called on to shoulder the burden of warfare and internal suppression. By the end of the conflict, no matter how it ends, the mercenaries will have become an even more entrenched force in Zentralafrika. Of course when Huttig takes over this will no longer be tolerated. Having already been humiliated by Muller before, Huttig will take great pleasure in dismissing and rounding up the mercenaries, forcing them to join his forces as regular conscripts without any special privileges. Or rather he would, if he had been fast enough to catch them. When news came of Krogmann’s death and Huttig’s assumption of control the mercenaries did not wait for the order to come: they fled if they were able, and if not they seamlessly transitioned from paid agents of the state to new warlords out for their own survival and enrichment. And more than anyone they congregated around the new king of the mercenaries: Bob Denard.
For the year Huttig’s reign lasts the gangs of former mercenaries will be yet another thorn in his side: raiding, bribing and leading his forces on goose chases. And thanks to Huttig’s destruction of any boats or airplanes he could not gain control over these same former mercenaries had nothing else they could do, unless they cared to gamble trekking all the way to Free France. But Huttig’s flailing attempts to bring them to heel was only one of many threats: in this same area socialist militants and petty warlords also sprung up, and sought to destroy the hated mercenaries themselves. When Huttig dies and the German forces retreat to Leopoldville all pretense will be dropped: the Pan-africans, Fang Gabonese and Cameroonian revolutionaries will all attempt to proclaim new states and to expel the gangsters of German capitalism for good. But with their attention divided and the mercenaries still possessing skill, fire power, and all the money the old landowners could scrap together the attempt will only be half successful. Right between the three of them the new Bêafrîka State will be proclaimed.
Born in 1929 Bob Denard first got the taste for battle during the French State’s failed expeditions against De Gaulle in the late 40s. Deciding that there was better pay and better leadership to be had in Zentralafrika he was one of the first mercenaries brought in through the “King of the Mercs” Siegfried Müller. Though he has little patience for the Reich’s racial code he is a brave commander and an ardent anti-communist. After Müller’s disappearance upon Hüttig’s ascension the stranded mercenaries looked to those bold and skilled enough to lead them, and found it in Denard.
Under the nominal presidency of Boganda, who was practically kidnaped to take the role, the new state is in perhaps the most precarious position of all post-independence states.Their domestic support rests on a incredibly thin strata of white landlords, a handful of native conservatives and a mercenary army which is already looking for a way out the back door. And opposing them is a very dedicated coalition of native nationalists and revolutionaries. It would be the most natural thing in the world for this ramshackle “state” to disintegrate. But there is one thing which can unite them, and can make them all take the risk of fighting it out: Money. Specifically diamonds, gold, and other precious metals which can be sold high on the global market. The mercenaries, native or foreign, have struck for fame in Bêafrîka with the process of becoming more than the lap dogs of the wealthy, but instead to be the wealthy themselves. Baganda hates this of course, but no one asked: the guns call the shots here. And besides, the APL has already branded him a traitor to the people: in the mercenaries' eyes he should be thankful that he still has his head. And so it is decided, the mercenaries would make their own little heaven, and all they had to do to keep it was win the war for it.
Against them stands the APL, their long-time adversary. When the war begins these Pan-africanists, supported by Cameroon and Nigeria, will take the fight to Bêafrîka. This would probably be a death sentence if it were not for the fact the APL is fighting a two front war with the Nationalists to their east. If the mercenary state should still fail it will be dismantled, with the surrounding states taking over its former territory. But if it should win this first war the gamble will have, for now, paid off. Bob, Bokassa and the rest will be able to begin bringing in the money as they use outright criminal methods to both extract and then sell the bounty of the land. The people, of course, hate this as does the nominal “president”. And within the mercenary ranks new fissures will soon begin to show. When faced with a united enemy these men were willing to work together, but now that the threat of death no longer hands quite so close the question of dividing the spoils has quickly turned into a feeding frenzy: it seems to be every mercenary clique for itself trying to carve out its own privileged fiefdom. And it is here that the reformists, such as they are, spy an opportunity.
Alexandre Banza, born 1932 to the Gbaya people, is one of the very few high ranking officers who have a ethnic connection to the land they now rule. His story is much the same as the rest of the black mercenaries: born to a poor family he saw mercenary service as a path to excitement, respect and advancement he would never get on his own. Intelligent, ambitious, and unscrupulous he would rise to become a commander of his own group before the Huttig takeover, and should he take power will rename his state the Bêafrîka Republic, embarking on a cynical campaign of “reform”.
The continued presence of white mercenaries is especially resented by the people, and none more so than commander of the presidential guard and de facto leader of the Bêafrîka State Bob Denard. As such soon after the emergency of war has passed Denard will be dismissed from his position and the two most prominent native warlords Alexandre Banza and Jean-Bédel Bokassa will be invited in to take command. Denard of course has no interest in leaving, and will arrest the president in his own residence, but not before word of the new decree leaked to the streets and the other mercenaries. So it is that the fate of Bêafrîka will be decided the only way a state built on mercenaries could be: with a shootout for control of the president. On one side is Denard: he has already made overtures to Free France and the OFN, as well as criminal contacts in Europe. By leveraging these contacts, and with the aid of the remaining white mercenaries who see his removal as the precursor to their own, he may be able to fight his way out and rise to power over the bodies of his rival warlords.
If Bob Denard and his presidential guard emerges victorious president Boganda’s days will be numbered. Unceremoniously removing and replacing him with a more compliant puppet who I will not even bother you with the name of, any promised elections will be delayed, and then delayed indefinitely. In the end even the facade of democracy will be left behind as the government instead relies on various emergency decrees and under the table deals, as well as outright coercion to cement its power. This is the true mercenary state, in which the armed and powerful take what they want from the weak and destitute: the state will see its revenues come from precious minerals and eventually oil, but just as much from the underground world of smuggling, arms trading, mercenary contracts on behalf of any who will pay, and even (if rumors are to be believed) human trafficking. Denard himself is not so unsophisticated as many of his henchmen: he portrays himself and his state as anti-communist crusaders who are willing to go to the ends of the earth to protect the people from the bolshevik menace. But it makes no difference to the people and to his neighborhood: unless those friendly to him such as the Free French and the Belgian regionalists are victorious both Denard and his state will find themselves facing external invasion sooner or later. When that happens, surrounded by disciplined enemies and facing ever increasing internal revolts, Denard will do what mercenaries do best: he will gather what valuables and guns he can before fleeing. But if this should not happen: if the Congo should remain shattered, and Nigerian ambitions fail, who knows how long the dream may last?
Living as they do in a half criminal status all mercenaries are well acquainted with the underworld. Under Bob however the state itself will come to resemble a crime syndicate, with Bob acting as the Mafia boss. More than any other single resource diamonds are the breadwinner for the “White King of Bêafrîka”, but taking a page out of Manchuria’s playbook drug production and trafficking are increasingly filling the ledger as well. The diplomatic denouncements are nothing: there are always back doors which money can open.
But all this is only if Bob and his people should win the battle for President Boganda. For the first time having the full backing of the streets and with a larger manpower pool to draw from it is likely that the native warlords Alexandre Banza and Jean-Bédel Bokassa will become the victors, chasing out the (competition) colonizers in favor of their own rule. They shall of course be rewarded by the eternally thankful president for their good deeds: Bokassa will take over as the new head of the presidential guard, while Banza will become minister of finance and foreign minister. But just as inevitably there is no throne on earth big enough for two people and so the former allies will soon look for a way to oust the other. The hope of the civilians lay in the victory of the Alexandre Banza clique. If he should succeed in arresting and disappearing his rivals Banza will seek to somewhat moderate the state. Rather than rely on naked coercion he will enforce the most basic of social contracts: in return for the country's obedience he will provide protection. Though the basic facts of the Bêafrîka State shall remain: a thriving underground, an economy based on raw export, and a army of criminals, the worst aspects of this rule will be softened and the “civilianization” of government give cosmetic reform to the regime, and finally permit the nominal president a level of dignity, even being allowed to push some of his catholic inspired social reforms. Though not much more than swapping a military uniform for a business suit this will go some way to providing a sense of normalcy, and allow the state to take a non-aligned stance rather than become the plaything of some foreign power.
On the other hand is the favorite of the soldiers Jean-Bédel Bokassa. You know him as the “mad” emperor of the C.A.R. otl, but there was always a method to his madness: one cannot remain in power for over a decade by being stupid. Where Banza seeks to normalize his regime and to be seen as a developmental junta rather than a warlord, Bokassa will lean into his reputation as a warlord, adding esoteric elements to bolster his rule over strangers. Under Bokassa the new system will be entirely personal: he will take the already weak state apparatus and effectively dismantle it, instead relying on personalized dependents to govern the capital city, and leaving the remainder of the country to its own devices so long as it bent the knee when ordered. No longer able to convincingly portray himself as a benign figure to a people who are mostly foreigners to him, he will instead tap into local superstitions to appear as the master of the occult, ruling as a man to be feared even beyond the grave and allegedly indulging in cannibalism. Perhaps even more importantly however he will make a hard switch from western backing to eastern, seeking the protection and the money of Japan. In this at least he will be fairly competent: negotiating the relationship with Japan through a mixture of bribery, utility, and threatened confiscations to wring out as much foreign aid and diplomatic backing as he can. Beyond this his rule will be one of chaos and decline with the people seeing their standard of living decrease yet further to a near subsistence level. But it will be a chaos which Bokassa alone is the ruler of.
Jean-Bédel Bokassa has been fighting longer than most: volunteering for the Free French during WW2, he was captured and ultimately released during the German conquest of Gabon. From there he drifted as a menial laborer until the northern insurrection forced the Reichskommissar to bend, and Bokassa was called up by an old french commander. From there he rose to be the de-facto head of his own suit by 1962, and now the undisputed leader of his own fiefdom. The extreme personalism and close relation with Japan will eventually result in his coronation as the sovereign of the Central African Empire.
Whether it be cynical pragmatism or esoteric terror the Bêafrîka State will remain a pariah among their fellow african nations. Cameroon and Gabon will consistently attempt to undermine and take over their territory for themselves, while even the Germans will see any government as traitors and rebels. Though its military may find a backer and its people may become cowed, the incredibly fragile state will come to an end sooner than later, unless they get very lucky. Any Nigerian victory will be a disaster, but a successful unifyer to the south and east would be a great threat as well. They were already founded in the war against one of those potential unifiers and all contenders for power recognize that a united Congo is a dangerous Congo. So, either through direct aid in the case of Denard or cheering from the sidelines Bêafrîka must hope for the victory of the regionalists and Jean Schramme.
Katanga, the Regional Alliance, and “The Belgian”.
For the Pan-Africans, the Republicans, the Nationalists and even the Germans survival is not enough: they wish to reunite the old Belgian colony under their vision of the future, and perhaps even seek expansion beyond that. But not all “congolese” feel this way: in particular the province of Katanga sees no reason why it should not be free to plot its own course. Wealthy in its own right with economic ties to the south the elite of the mining provence see no reason why they should be chained to a central government, and are at least partially supported in this by the people. Just what future this “independence” takes is is still up for grabs, but in the chaotic aftermath of Huttings death Moïse Tshombe, Albert Kalonji and Jean Schramme will form a triumvirate to lead the Regional Alliance.
Élisabethville slum. Katanga is the richest province in the Congo, as well as the one with the highest concentration of Belgians, and as such has seen the beginning of a modern city develop in its capital. It has also been the prime region for victims of the Congo Dam to migrate into, on account of its relative stability and high labor demand. This has all combined to put a great deal of pressure on those populating the land south of the lake and the development of modern slums alongside the growing city.
Katanga is, in 1962, the last remnant of Belgian colonial rule left after the German takeover. Not formally of course, that had been swept away along with Belgum itself in the 50s. But just beneath the German surface the old colonial trinity of church, company and stick still held true, and mostly under Belgian control. In the aftermath of WW2 and the establishment of Burgundy many Belgians had chosen to migrate into their old colonial territory, either for political or economic reasons. Their numbers would soon fill out the officer ranks of the Force Publique, the managerial posts of various new mines and plantations, and the pews of the catholic church. But it would not be the end of their difficulties: the old trinity clashed with Krogmann’s designs for the colony and after formally absorbing it in 1955 the contest began. Where the catholic church once held near total control over healthcare and education, not to mention religious life, Krogmann favored secularism for the european and promoted dechristianization for the native. His hopes for dissolving the FP and for removing french and dutch from the lexicon would be similarly resisted. By 1962 this contest of wills has continued to grind on, with the steady advance of germanization being constantly interrupted by economic and political expediency. The Belgian Katangaians find themselves stuck uncomfortably between German pressure from above and Native pressure from below.
This native pressure is on one hand from the educated evoles, always looking to improve the lot of themselves and sometime of their kin. But it also increasingly comes from the restless masses who have come under pressure from the fallout of the Congo Dam. As the Belgian congo moderately prospered the cities began to grow as well, with the colonial authorities making tentative attempts to accommodate the influx. But after the Congo dam and the German takeover both of these trends changed. Millions of refugees fled the great flood into the wealthiest regions they could go: Leopoldville and Katanga. The population of the cities exploded, and the subsistence agriculture still practiced by most Congolese came under incredible pressure as migrants and squatters proliferated. The Belgian authorities meanwhile were left without the resources needed to truly accommodate this change, and were left with only the Force Publique to try and keep the “indigenes” separate from the new “foreigners”. It was in this context that regionalist associations with the goal of protecting specific people, such as the Lula or Lunda, came to dominate the native political scene, such as it was. Both of these movements discovered that they had similar enemies: both resented German power and feared the “national” native resistance. But this did not yet mean they became allies.
Moïse Tshombe, the nominal head of Katanga. Born to a noble lineage and always wealthy, his desire to be liked and his lack of spin have made him into an ideal puppet for other interests. His current sponsor is the remnants of the old Belgian Union Minière, which comprise much of Katanga’s economy. Though not hated by any “his” government is in reality more beholden to his lieutenants such as Godefroid Munongo.
Katanga had lived in an atmosphere of tension even before the rise of Huttig and the advent of the “Afrikareich” did nothing to alleviate this tension. As part of Huttig’s program to fully disarm the natives and bring all armed forces under SS command he attempted to disarm the Force Publique and Belgian mercenaries, rolling them into its own armed forces. Prominent civilian Belgians were arrested and replaced with SS men, leaving both the Belgians and the natives angered. Under this new pressure some decided to give it up: the new regime could not be bargained with as the prior one was, and any resistance clearly meant death. But enterprising elements were not willing to take death laying down: most prominently this included Godefroid Munongo and Jean Schramme. Using their own wealthy connections and estates as payment they would form small resistance groups, and would be the first formal alliance between the Belgians and the regionalists. To cut a long story short when Huttig dies and the Germans retreat to Leopoldville, those SS governors who do not flee will find their lifespans much shorter than expected, and those brave or desperate enough to resist Huttig will return to power. In the face of nationalist calls to reunite the congo however, the regionalists will move first. With the lavish bribery of local mining conglomerates and the justification of “popular will”, the Belgian community led by Schramme and localist leaders will form the first concret result of their ad-hoc alliance: The State of Katanga.
In its first years Katanga is a divided and unsettled place, forced into unity by the common fear of external subjugation but beholden to competing political camps. The state itself is at least nominally led by Moïse Tshombe, descendant of the kings of the Lunda people and scion to one of the last wealthy native families. He is the figurehead of a poorly organized class of native elites and collaborators, most often independently wealthy and committed just as much to their own economic privileges as they are to the cause of regionalism itself. But despite this Tshombe heads the closest thing to a “popular movement” in the new state: the "Confédération des associations tribales du Katanga" (CONAKAT). Formed in the interest of protecting the livelihoods of the Lunda against the encroaching migrants it is through this party that the people are mobilized for war. Relying on traditional authority and elite connections in the name of a tribalism has been effective in at least countering the partisans of the republicans and nationalists which contest the provence. Just as in the other contenders the war is as much a mater of internal division as it is defeating external challenges. But in order to meet those external enemies the party has been obliged to do so with the aid of their “ally”, the Belgians.
Jean Schramme, despite his official profession, is less of a mercenary and more of a Belgian “contractor” who has a reputation for getting things done and resisting German encroachment. Coming to Africa soon after the end of WW2 he is part of a new breed of Belgians who consider Zentralafrika, or more accurately Katanga, as their true home and embrace the ideal of a paternal ruler of their “primitive” neighbors. Being a successful entrepreneur as well as part time leader of the “Leopard Battalion” Jean has become a prominent part of the Belgian expat community. But though he no longer wishes to return to Europe do not think he has forgotten what the Nazi’s did: the old motherland is dead by German hands, and he has not forgiven them.
Just as on the native side the Belgians are divided internally: German policy was frustrating and insulting, but it was also relatively stable and offered a protection against the natives surrounding them. To forgo this protection and risk battle with the world's superpowers in the name of an uncertain independence requires a boldness uncommon in men. But since when did the meek make history? Returning from his armed exile Schremme will find the FP and Belgian police in disarray, and take it upon himself to topple the last of the SS governors. In his mind there is no question: in order for the Belgians to be free and prosperous they must take the risk of rebellion against Germany and carve out their own state in the chaos. But despite his personal exploits he is unable to do this on his own, and so despite his personal distaste for allying with the native regionalists his own backers in the belgian mining and administrative class have forced him to make common cause with “their” evolese. Regardless Schremme has become the critical belgian commander in this rebelion, bringing the remainder of the belgian community with him whether they like it or not. He leads in a mercenary style, never far from the front lines and with a greater emphasis on personal bravery than more mundane things like logistics.
Though Katanga is the heart of the Regionalist Alliance it is still only one part of that alliance: to the eastern flank is Sud-Kasaï, led by Albert Kalonji as the vanguard state of the Luba secessionist movement. Both Kalonji and Tshombe claim to be protecting their people (Luba and Lunda respectively) from becoming minorities within their own land and from becoming the playthings of another foreign power, whether that be Germania, Washington or any other place. They are also both from prominent and wealthy local families, who have cooperated with the belgian colonizers for generations and have every personal incentive to resist foreign acquisition. As such their support is not primarily from the people, but from the oligarchs and the army. These are two significant advantages however: While other factions are scrambling to put together a military, a state, and to pay for it all, Katanga and her allies are able to fall back on the old colonial power structures, expanding the FP and leveraging oligarchical ties to slap together an army faster than their rivals. With the mix of audacious leadership, money and the Schramme loyalist mercenaries/formed FP officers the alliance may be able to snatch its independence despite the lack of international backing.
Map of regionalist victory, Azandeland acts as a placeholder for local authority (or lack thereof), Sud-Kasai is the Luba Empire. The immediate issue facing the regionalists will be export access: the states survival depends on the revenue from its extensive mining operations, and if that material cannot be exported it is worthless. For this Katanga must either negotiate a trade deal with the German remnants, or seek a detente with the self proclaimed frontline of liberation Zambia. Neither is eager to do this, but the world calls for what Katanga can provide, most of all Uranium. Eventually the market will win out, and one side will decide it is better to compromise principle than give the other an opportunity to gain access to the Katanga bounty.
IF VICTORIOUS the Regionalist Alliance will comprise an expanded State of Katanga, the Luba Empire, and a number of minor eastern powers propped up by Katanga. For the Luba and the Eastern chiefs the question of post war politics is an easy one: tribal traditionalism shall prevail as Albert Kalonji names himself king and the local chiefs are either bribed or threatened into compliance with the new order. While some may make efforts to modernize and advance their domains it will only be done under the watchful and occasionally helpful eye of Katanga. The only question remaining is who will be in control of Katanga itself. Jean Schramme is not a reasonable man, or at least not a moderate one: if he feels that he and the Belgians are not granted their proper place he may well try to overthrow Moïse Tshombe and install himself as the leader of the new state. The natives are less than satisfied as well: though free of foreign control it is clear to them that the old order is no longer acceptable: the people who fought and won the war for independence demand that their sacrifice be rewarded in some meaningful way. And most of all the question of race can no longer be papered over: The Belgians and Europeans remain on top, the migrants have been savaged, and the land and jobs available are not enough to satisfy them all.
To reconcile these internal difficulties a conference shall be held between the Belgian leadership of the army and company's one on hand, and the native oligarchs and officers on the other to see if a viable solution can be worked out. On the Belgian side the question is that of security and property: they wish to maintain the full roster of legal rights granted to them by belgian law, to keep their property and company concessions, and for a Belgian “veto” in the national government to ensure that Belgian rights are not trampled by some future populist government. On the CONAKAT side is a desire to renegotiate the terms of the “social contract”: to ensure a majority native voice in government which cannot be overruled by Belgian privilege, greater native ownership of property and the full abolition of any legal barriers to their advancement. However both sides are united in seeking stability and in their distrust of the congolese “masses”. Those masses are not without a voice themselves: through labor unions, dissident political parties and new officer associations the experience of warfare has made the people politically aware. If the result of the conference does not give some bones to the people it may find that its support is far too narrow to be stable.
Union Minière, once the undisputed master of the Katanga economy, has declined somewhat under German overlordship. With a majority of its shares owned by the Belgian state and its former leadership fleeing to America after the end of the war its foundations were shaky. When Krogmann began the great sell off and rescinded the Belgian Congo’s autonomy the company found itself in yet more hot water. Transitioning to a locally owned company within Zentralafrika itself the Union has been forced to cut back on its paternalistic spending to make ends meet. Beyond the typical demands for labor rights and wage increases the Kantaga people also wish for a return to the housing, education and social protection once afforded by the leviathan. With its place in Katanga once again secure this may just be possible.
A successful conference will be one of compromise. For the people a number of social protections and laws will be promised: greater state funding to education, hospitals, and housing will be promised, along with a hike in wages. In order to afford this the belgians will need to accept their privileged economic position comes with a responsibility to fund the state which protects it: though direct taxes may be a bridge too far a system of expected “gifts” and an expansion of the old paternalism into state guided policy may work out. In return for their material contributions the Belgians will receive legal autonomy, organizing their own political parties and keeping their land. The native oligarchs meanwhile would take the national stage, being granted privileged places within the Katanga economy as well as using CONAKAT as their vehicle for political dominance. Concessions and compromises such as these require that all parties trust the other to keep up their end of the bargain, and not simply alter the deal when they feel they are able. And in the aftermath of a brutal civil war and a political culture of corruption such trust is very hard to come by. But if these difficulties are overcome, and Jean Schramme is kept mollified, the new State of Katanga will be ruled as a collaborative oligarchy, keeping real representation out of the hands of the people and wealth in the hands of a few, but also a relatively stable and moderate government which is willing to compromise when need be. Unless it is a question of distrusted ethnic groups attempting to secede from the state or restart Congolese unification, in which case the Katanga Gendarmerie will be the only answer given.
But what if this conference does not succeed? What if the protests outside become too large, or the sides are too inflexible, or if Jean Schramme believes the rights of Belgians are being sold too cheaply? Then the Rule of Fire will come back and those with the force to crush their opposition will prevail. And in Katanga that can only mean one thing: Schramme and his allies will stage a coup, placing themselves in charge once again as an emergency government. Those unwilling to ally with him will be dismissed, replaced with those who are. The new mission of the state is the protection of “Belgian civilization” in Katanga, with Schramme attempting to revive the old trinity of Church, State and Company under his guiding hand. He never truly wanted to be in this position: he would much rather simply go back to his plantation and be master of his own little world. But he belives that his new homeland calls out for leadership and guts it seems only he can provide, and so he will seek to lead it into the future he envisions. One where the Congo natives are grateful and subservient to their betters, where all the structures of the trinity are led by Europeans to the benefit of all. Of course most of the natives have very different ideas about what the future should look like, and so Schremma’s Katanga will immediately be thrown into a bush war as the old civil war factions reform as guerrilla movements seeking to topple his dictatorship. The profits of Katanga are vast, especially if one is willing to sell uranium to anyone willing to buy, but how long will money and determination be able to hold against the will of the people?
At a stretch the white population of Katanga is 100,000, while the total african population is somewhere north of 1.5 million. This is before one considers the increasing populations of the Luba Empire and the eternal frontier of the Eastern Congo. And then there is the highly likely presence of hostile regimes on the borders: all the money in the world cannot win Schramme this Bush War, and he will either need to swallow his pride and accept democratization for the natives or accept the return of the Reich as suzerain. And even that may not be enough to avoid the rage of a people betrayed.
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2023.06.06 14:42 Disastrous_Pomelo_63 Saw a dream of lord shiva.

Last night I was reading about Maha Mrityunjay mantra, it’s origin and significance. I went to sleep after that.
And I saw lord shiva (grey-blue body) in meditative state in my dream. We were not interacting but I saw him. He was huge and I was very tiny in front of him. The whole place was weird. Like in space. All in calming blue shades. I felt very calm in dreams and also when I woke up.
Few days ago, in dreams, I saw a huge Amman/ Durga’s idol where she’s wearing green sari with red blouse with golden crown. I was going to a family temple in India.
Also saw Maha Mrityunjay mantra along with 1111 number in the same dream. This made me curious to understand the mantra. That’s why I went on reading it last night.
Does this mean anything? Or I’m over thinking about these things?
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2023.06.06 14:42 doctorgecko Respect Yukari Yakumo (Touhou)

"Would you like to have a near-death experience? By crossing the boundary between life and death."

Yukari Yakumo

Themes:
Yukari Yakumo is a legendary youkai with the ability to manipulate boundaries. She is one of the sages who created Gensokyo in the first place, and a good contender for its most powerful resident. Despite this she is also exceptionally lazy, spending most of her time sleeping and foisting most of the problems off on Reimu or Ran. Still, her incredible intelligence and completely inhuman nature means one can never tell quite what she's thinking, and making her angry is a very bad idea.

Notes

  • Source Index
  • Perfect Memento in Strict Sense and Symposium of Post Mysticism is an in universe book written by Hidea no Akyuu. She has a tendency to exaggerate and speculate, so her claims should be taken with a grain of salt.
  • Yukari herself is noted to lie quite a lot, so her own claims should also be taken with a grain of salt.
  • In 15.5 Yukari makes use of the urban legend Teke Teke, but her attacks while using this urban legend are fairly in line with her normal capabilities. As it's unclear what effect the Urban legend is having, these feats will be included in this section but marked with Occult
  • Yukari scales to a large number of characters, so here is every Touhou respect thread for the games

Defining Some Terms

Spell Card System: The Spell Card Rules were put in place by Reimu Hakurei in order to make duels between everyone fair, formalized, and safe. It is also the method nearly all Touhou characters will use in-character. Spell card battles have very clearly defined rules and attacks that are agreed upon before a duel with the purpose being that the most beautiful attacks win. In general Spell Cards are characters going easy on the foe, with ZUN outright stating they're not something the characters would ever use if they were serious.
Danmaku: Danmaku are the "bullets" fired in a bullet hell, take many different forms, and are able to be fired by most Gensokyo citizens. They're an essential part of duels in Gensokyo, being used to control an opponent's movement and overwhelm them. They can either be fired in intricate patterns, or just fired rapidly from a single point.
Youkai: Supernatural beings typically born from humanity's fear of the unknown, and the primary residents of Gensokyo. Youkai can be highly varied, but tend to be highly resistant to physical attacks while far more weak to spiritual attacks, such as names and traditions.
Gensokyo: Genoskyo is the region Touhou takes place in, and is a small landlocked region of Japan. It is fully enclosed by the Great Hakurei Barrier (more information bellow). The clearest picture of it shows it containing a few mountains, with it also being noted Gensokyo is small enough to see almost all of it from the Hakurei shrine
  • The Sages of Genoskyo (of which Yukari is a member) are the beings responsible for the creation and maintenance of Gensokyo
Urban Legend Incident: Due to the occult balls various Urban Legends begin to manifest in Gensokyo, and some characters are capable of controlling an urban legend in battle that matches their tempermant. It's worth noting that the effects are present even after the occult balls are removed from Gensokyo though Reisen notes it will soon settle down.

Boundary Manipulation

General Description: Summarized, Yukari's power allows her to manipulate the boundary between any two things.This can apply both to physical boundaries (such as between Gensokyo and the outside world), or even the boundary of concepts (such as human and youkai or night and day).
Direct Combat Usage
Gaps and Warping
Great Hakurei Barrier
Gensokyo's Boundary of Reality and Illusion
Misc

Other Abilities

Note that a number of feats here potentially involve boundary manipulation, but it's less explicit
Energy Projection
Shikigami: Shikigami are spirits that have been turned into tools via a patter, that have software installed to control them
Umbrella
Senses
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2023.06.06 14:40 Disastrous_Pomelo_63 Dreamt of lord shiva last night.

Last night I was reading about Maha Mrityunjay mantra, it’s origin and significance. I went to sleep after that.
And I saw lord shiva like in picture in dream. We were not interacting but I saw him. He was huge and I was very tiny in front of him. The whole place was weird. Like in space. All in calming blue shades. I felt very calm in dreams and also when I woke up.
Few days ago, in dreams, I saw a huge Amman/ Durga’s idol where she’s wearing green sari with red blouse with golden crown. I was going to a family temple in India.
Also saw Maha Mrityunjay mantra along with 1111 number in the same dream. This made me curious to understand the mantra. That’s why I went on reading it last night.
Does this mean anything? Or I’m over thinking about these things?
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2023.06.06 14:39 itsSmooth1 National Merit, Housing, etc

Hello,
  1. I'm a national merit finalist (OOS, I'm from Arizona), and I enrolled in USF and the Honors College on May 1, but due to some familial circumstances (they didn't want me to leave out of state for college, got into big argument, got kicked out for a couple of days), I didn't put USF as my first choice college on the national merit portal at that time. However, I looked at the deadline on the national merit instructions handbook thing, and it says you have until May 31 to declare a first-choice institution. I also called the USF office of financial aid on like May 5th and they told me the same thing, that I had until May 31. However, I forgot that Winsome Nisbette sent an email like in March saying that you had to put them on the national merit portal by May 1st. Currently in my OASIS awards, I see a USF Tradition of Excellence (NM) (2500 dollars) and a USF Green and Gold Presidential scholarship (5500 dollars), but I don't see a full cost of attendance national merit scholarship there yet. I was just wondering if anyone else had the same thing in their OASIS I'm so panicked I missed the deadline or something and am gonna be stuck paying like 30k a year loll. They're supposed to announce it on June 7, per the national merit website, so I'm praying. (I've tried to email Winsome Nisbette multiple times and I haven't ever gotten a response, I called fin aid office and she couldn't tell me whether I was gonna get the full COA scholarship or not)
  2. My other thing is, I got assigned a double suite in Juniper-Poplar, and my dad doesn't want me living in a dorm, he wants me living by myself in an apartment (idk smth about college kids being bad influences). I got assigned off the standby list, and I wonder if I'd be able to cancel it and how much the cancellation fee would be. Also, if anyone has any good off-campus apartment recommendations that would be nice to hear. Do they usually come furnished?
  3. What's your guys' opinion on the Juniper-Poplar dining hall?
  4. I only had in person options for my orientation, does that just mean that the online spots all filled up? I'm on August 3.
  5. I'm in pain because there is the 10,000 dollar Genshaft Greenbaum Travel scholarship, where the application was apparently on the Honors College application, but because I was national merit, I get into the Honors College automatically so I never applied, so I missed out on the application and you can't apply unless you're an incoming freshman. Does anyone have any info on the Honors Travel Scholarship?
  6. I want to maybe do study abroad in Japan (Kansai Gaidai trip in spring 2024), but I was wondering how much it would cost because they don't have any numbers posted.
I know I wrote a lot thx for taking the time to read it 😭
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2023.06.06 14:39 Disastrous_Pomelo_63 Dreamt Lord shiva (like in picture below) last night.

Dreamt Lord shiva (like in picture below) last night.
Last night I was reading about Maha Mrityunjay mantra, it’s origin and significance. I went to sleep after that.
And I saw lord shiva like in picture in dream. We were not interacting but I saw him. He was huge and I was very tiny in front of him. The whole place was weird. Like in space. All in calming blue shades. I felt very calm in dreams and also when I woke up.
Few days ago, in dreams, I saw a huge Amman/ Durga’s idol where she’s wearing green sari with red blouse with golden crown. I was going to a family temple in India.
Also saw Maha Mrityunjay mantra along with 1111 number in the same dream. This made me curious to understand the mantra. That’s why I went on reading it last night.
Does this mean anything? Or I’m over thinking about these things?
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2023.06.06 14:38 redlaire How to Write a Podcast Script

If you're a novice to podcasts, you're definitely no stranger to these struggles: How to write a podcast script? Should I write the script for the interview podcast? Should it be word-for-word? Should I use the script for a solo show? How to write one?
No worries — many aspiring podcasters face this.
If you've googled these questions at least once, you're at the right place. In this article, we'll share best practices for writing a podcast script as well as give you script templates based on the podcast format. So whether you're going to write a word-for-word script or just leave some touchpoints in it, we've got you covered, so let's delve in.

What is a podcast script & must I use it?

Well, you definitely must not. However, all great shows that flow like a casual off-the-cuff conversation are, in reality, well-prepared beforehand. It doesn't mean, though, that the script should have every word you're about to say — a word-for-word script isn't a necessity. It's up to you whether to plan every word before hitting the record button or just have a few notes.
What's more, using no podcast script whatsoever doesn't mean your show will sound rusty, or your talk will feel inarticulate. Sometimes, you can do perfectly well without a script, but that requires practice, knowledge of some recording tips, and long hours of podcast hosting experience. If you're just starting out, it's always useful to have a script as a backup.
So what is a podcast script? This is an outline of ideas and touchpoints you're going to speak about in your show. Only you decide how detailed the script will be. A well-thought-out podcast script brings your show's episode structure, direction, and cohesiveness. When you have a script at your fingertips, you'll feel more confident to get back to the initial route if something goes not as planned, sparing you a bit of nerves and post-production time.
The script helps you stick to the focus of your show and not to deviate from it, prepare transitions, and keep the talk within the planned recording time. So even if you mustn't have a podcast script, you definitely should.

Podcast script outline templates (for common podcast formats)

Firstly, let's take a solo show episode as an example and see which podcast segments it includes. Note that it's not necessary to strictly stick to this template; for instance, you can eliminate the sponsor part or reduce it to a couple of mentions. You can also change the order of the points.
💡If you don't have a podcast sponsor yet or don't know how to monetise your show, check our article that covers exacyly that.

Solo podcast script template

  1. Introduction
  2. Sponsor message
  3. Music jingle
  4. A more detailed explanation of the episode
  5. Topic 1
  1. Segue
  2. Topic 2.
  1. Segue
  2. Outro
  3. Call to action
  4. Sponsor message
  5. Music jingle
This is the basic outline that you can customise the way you feel right and align with your show structure and topic.
As for the podcast firmats, there are several common types; each has its own stricture and, thus — a podcast script. Whether you're going to record an interview, a solo show, or a talk show with co-host(s), the scripts will differ.

Interview podcast script template

Interviews typically require more preparation than solo shows, and the scripts of the upcoming interviews are more detailed and thought-through. When you host an interview, it's essential to know exactly what you're going to ask your guest.
💡 We've covered how to prepare the questions for the guest, so check that piece before making the interview podcast script.
Once you've researched your guest and prepared the list of questions, start making points that'll help keep the line of what you're going to say. It's essential to be prepared for the interview and know what you'll talk about not only for your comfort but for the comfort of your guest as well. The latter will create an atmosphere of two friends talking, making the show sound easy and conversational.
To achieve it, the script is important, so here's an example of the interview podcast episode:
  1. Introduction.
  2. Guest introduction.
  3. Sponsor message.
  4. Music jingle.
  5. Question 1.
  1. Question 2.
  1. Question 3.
  1. Recap.
  2. Outro.
  3. Sponsor message.
  4. Call to action.
  5. Music jingle.
You can customise this plan to your own interview.

Co-host podcast script template

If you're about to have a talk show with one or several co-host(s), the most optimal approach would be to prepare some script with the general conversation structure and touchpoints but generally keep the organic conversational flow.
You might wonder why to have a script for the talk show with a co-host, as it's supposed to be a natural conversation. Preparing the script beforehand will allow you to avoid the issues like interrupting each other, repeating things, one host talking too long, and awkward jumping from one topic to another.
Transitions (or segues) are super important for a co-hosted show. So in such a case, it might make sense to have scripted transitions.
  1. Introduction
  2. Sponsor message
  3. Music jingle
  4. A more detailed explanation of the episode
  5. Topic 1
a) Answer by Host 1. Question to Host 2.
b) Answer by Host 2 to Host 1.
  1. Segue
  2. Topic 2.
  1. Segue
  2. Outro
  3. Call to action
  4. Sponsor message
  5. Music jingle
With a co-host, it's crucial to record each person on different tracks. This way, you can edit your voices independently later on. Waveroom, a virtual recording studio, can do exactly that — it records audio and video tracks of each participant individually and automatically merges audio and video tracks in your personal working dashboard.
💡 Give it a shot — Waveroom is a perfect solution for podcast recording, whether solo shows, remote interviews, or co-hosted talks.
🔴 Tip: To steal a sneak peek of other podcasts' scripts, check services like Happyscribe that share transcribed scripts of various shows!

Essential podcast script segments with templates

From the outlines above, you've noticed that it contains segments that will be relevant to any show, regardless of its format and structure: Introduction, sponsor message, segue, outro, and call to action. Let's briefly touch on each of these.

Podcast introduction (Intro)

A podcast intro is the first thing listeners hear when opening an episode on a podcast directory like Spotify or Apple Podcasts. So it's essential that your intro has these qualities: it's short, welcoming, and explains what the podcast is about. To be consistent and recognisable, use the same script for introductions of each of your episodes. Here's the general and easy template for a podcast intro script.
"Welcome to [podcast name], the show that [short podcast description]. I'm [host name], and today we're talking about [episode topic] with [guest name, if any]."

Guest introductions

If you have an interview, it's vital to introduce your guest(s) as well, so after the intro we give you above, you can elaborate on your guest(s) and add this:
"Welcome [guest name] to [podcast name]. She/he/they are here to [why? Provide expertise, answer questions, tell their story, etc.]. Hi, [guest's first name]; thanks for joining us today."

Sponsor messages

Scripts of your sponsor messages may vary depending on how much the brand controls this message. Sometimes, brands write them on their own and ask you to just voice the scripts. Others give podcasters merely the main points to touch on. Either way, talk to your sponsor to come up with an engaging sponsor message that will resonate with your audience.
Here's a simple example of how you can mention your sponsor:
"Today's episode is brought to you by [sponsor name]. [Sponsor name] is [brief benefits of the sponsor's product or service and why the listener should try it].

Segue

Podcast episodes, especially interviews, typically touch on several topics. To go from one to another topic cohesively without sudden jumps and keep the steady episode flow, it's important to think through natural transitions (segues). Segues can be jingles, sounds, or spoken phrases.
"Now that you know [previously discussed topic], let's jump right in to [next topic to discuss]."

Podcast outro

Use the podcast outro as a way to thank your guest for participating, recap what you've talked about, and thank your audience for listening. During the outro, you can also announce some upcoming events or episodes.
"Thank you, [guest name], for being with us today for our discussion of [brief recap of the discussion]. Thank you for listening to our show, and stay tuned for more episodes of [podcast name]."

Calls to action (CTAs)

Calls to action can be a part of the outro or an individual segment of a podcast episode. During a CTA, you can ask your listeners to follow you on social media, subscribe to a newsletter or your show on Apple Podcasts or Spotify, write a review, or become a premium listener.
"Thanks for listening to [podcast name]. Before we go, show some love for our show by leaving us a review on Apple Podcasts and following us on [platform name with the handle]. Stay tuned for next week where we [next episode's topic]."

How to write a podcast script: Tips & best practices

If you're just at the beginning of your podcast journey, we recommend preparing a detailed script. You will reduce the number of details over time as you gain some practice talking smoothly without preparation.
Let us cover a few tips that'll help you write a captivating podcast script, even if you've never done it before.

Keep it conversational

Having a script is super helpful, but when you read it during the show word by word, it will sound flat and monotone. So always try to sound conversational as if you're talking to a friend.
To practise conversational sound, record yourself before the actual show with some text-to-speech tool to dictate your words. Then just edit this new 'script,' smooth it out, and use it as a basis for the show.
💡 With Waveroom, you can record yourself talking for 120 minutes free of charge — enough time to practice! You can record an audio-only track or a video. Here in our guide, we explain how to record yourself with Waveroom.

Mind delivery notes

Delivery notes added to your screen indicate pauses, laughs, sighs, emphasis, dramatic effects, pronunciation of certain words, and other elements that bring some conversational tone to your podcast. It's helpful to rehearse reading with these delivery notes before you get to recording.

Maintain a reasonable pace

Don't speak too quickly nor too slowly. Find the ideal talking pace and maintain it. There should not be any long pauses or moments when you talk so fast that it's impossible to comprehend what has been said.
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2023.06.06 14:35 Oneluckibugz Done

This might sound a little off, or insane, but hey! I've been called worst. The fact of the matter is I honest to God feel like I am dead. Like I died a terrible, or horrible death, and don't remember the actually dying if that makes sense. I feel like I am trapped in this alternate reality where I died a horrible death, and am forever stuck in Hell surrounded by everyone (which is no one), and constantly reminded of my shortcomings, and everything I am not. Almost rubbing it in my face how much I failed at something so simple and easy collecting.
Well, I apologize. I guess I am not the brightest when it comes to figuring out what I did to deserve to be tortured in Hell. I feel I have no control over anything I say, do, see, touch, feel, or any senses of my body. I haven't met a single person since the initial incident happened who has authentically and without reserve in guiding me to either figuring this out, or helping me, or at least comforting me so I don't freak out. Yes, there were are few (down to 1 to 2 persons) that I counted on, and confided in with my insanity crushing down in my world. Nothing makes sense anymore, and it's only getting worst. The more signs and synchronicities given to me only confuses me further from the truth.
I'm sure someone is eating this shit up like I'm some kind moron entering into their own deathtrap. I don't want to die. I have no wishfulliment whatsoever to end my life if I am alive. I would love to not survive anymore, and live. Live as in be. Of course, I want my love of my life, but I also want him to desire me as well mutually. I don't want to force anyone into anything. I want them to decide if they want to be with me, or not. Apparently, my wish was crushed and stomped on while I was already down. He has spoken, and reassured me that he is happy, and doesn't not want anything to do with me. Facts! My children, I would love more than anything to have a healthy, fun, comforting, humorous, yet serious enough to instill guidance for their future. Of course, I wish happiness and repository to my family and close enduring friends who has made a positive influence in my life. I wish for communication between me and loved ones are understood, and respected. And even on our worst days we choose to not leave any conversation open to the thought of separation. Whether trusting the person I wish to spend my life with romantically, so there is no confusion about reconciliation. In other words, we choose to stay, because loving each other is far greater than being alone the rest of our lives with them specifically. And yes, there has to be a connection as strong as my ex boyfriend and I relationship.
Somewhere in the mess of misunderstandings, judgements, name calling, and no effort was tainted by false truths surrounded by other deceitful influences. I wish to eliminate those negative intentions. I wish for hope. I wish for reconciliation. I wish for love. I wish for devotion. I wish for partnership as much as romantic intimate relationships that can and is going to last a lifetime. This special person is none other than the one I have asked for since this whole weird shit dead computer matrix shenanigans stalking drug rehab project, program, association, actors, podcast, imaginary, and extremely not nice in any way. Yeah, when all that started. I'm being nice and respectful about this too. I haven't cursed, or spoken negative upon anyone. I honest to God as humble and sincere with every genuine essence of my eternal body (dead or alive at this point) I can without a doubt in a sudden instant no questions concerns about this am sure of my decision.
Furthermore, please I am asking in the best of my ability to just help gain clarity and acceptance. If it was never in my fortune, or never to come try I am very calmly and desperately asking to stop. I swear to my daughter's, my God who is my savior in heaven, angels, holy spirit, ancestors, spirit guides, friends, family, love of my life, aand whoever is involved to just let me hurt in peace. I've hurt too long, and far too much. I can't handle any of this anymore. Honest! I can't. I have reached my limitation of pain my heart.
Please stop this. Give the wish to someone else worth deserving. You obviously, can't fulfill my wish, so no hard feelings. I didn't need it in the first place. Just let it go. I'm good with that. I just want this all the stop. You have no idea the amount of stress, mental anguish, physical damage, social isolation, and yeah pretty bad things. They're not getting better. You're making it worst which is bad. Your support is horrible. I don't want your support. If this is your way of supporting me and motiving me to inspire me then no. all wrong. Sorry to disappoint. You couldn't have been more off base than ever. I wish you to stop. No more explaining. No more complaining. No more attempting in anything really. Existing maybe. A whole lot of that. just meh or blah or depression has gone into full force and causing more pain and suffering to the point of suicide. FACTS!
And yes, once again, don't want that. Want to stay alive. Just don't want to stay alive in this mindset, house, around these mean people, and looking like a fat disgusting pig. Paraphrasing from someone mean in my life that thought it was necessary to point out how fat I am, and how much they despise me in their life. I wish them gone. That would be nice. And not gone gone. Just not around me, or if my love of my life was here he would defend me. I would hope. He's don't it before, so you know he's capable. Oh well, not waiting any longer. If it were going to happen then it would have happened already. No more waiting. No more holding on to dreams that you never wake up from, or living in fantasy land. It's not fun anymore. You ruined any kind of special event, special holiday, special trip, special gift. All Gone. I can't enjoy it. Thanks!
It's all meaningless unless you have someone you love to share it with, and I apologize. That person is NOT my dad, family, animal, ex husband, my reflection from a mirror, my past/present/future, etc. Sorry. None of that makes sense. You're not good at wish fullfillment. No offense, but just stop while you're ahead. I cann't endure another day of crying and fighting if I should kms (Kill myself- Carrie kills herself) Did I make that detailed enough to say that every day is a survival to stay alive without the notion of killing myself. And believe me that is the worst feeling in the world. I'm done. You're just going on about this is rewarding getting rid of me, or how much better the world is going to be without me inside it, or "yay" she's actually going to follow through with it. Yeah Yeah Yeah. Maybe one day. All I'm indicating is I struggle every day with staying alive long enough to make it another day without killing myself.
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2023.06.06 14:33 Oneluckibugz Done

This might sound a little off, or insane, but hey! I've been called worst. The fact of the matter is I honest to God feel like I am dead. Like I died a terrible, or horrible death, and don't remember the actually dying if that makes sense. I feel like I am trapped in this alternate reality where I died a horrible death, and am forever stuck in Hell surrounded by everyone (which is no one), and constantly reminded of my shortcomings, and everything I am not. Almost rubbing it in my face how much I failed at something so simple and easy collecting.
Well, I apologize. I guess I am not the brightest when it comes to figuring out what I did to deserve to be tortured in Hell. I feel I have no control over anything I say, do, see, touch, feel, or any senses of my body. I haven't met a single person since the initial incident happened who has authentically and without reserve in guiding me to either figuring this out, or helping me, or at least comforting me so I don't freak out. Yes, there were are few (down to 1 to 2 persons) that I counted on, and confided in with my insanity crushing down in my world. Nothing makes sense anymore, and it's only getting worst. The more signs and synchronicities given to me only confuses me further from the truth.
I'm sure someone is eating this shit up like I'm some kind moron entering into their own deathtrap. I don't want to die. I have no wishfulliment whatsoever to end my life if I am alive. I would love to not survive anymore, and live. Live as in be. Of course, I want my love of my life, but I also want him to desire me as well mutually. I don't want to force anyone into anything. I want them to decide if they want to be with me, or not. Apparently, my wish was crushed and stomped on while I was already down. He has spoken, and reassured me that he is happy, and doesn't not want anything to do with me. Facts! My children, I would love more than anything to have a healthy, fun, comforting, humorous, yet serious enough to instill guidance for their future. Of course, I wish happiness and repository to my family and close enduring friends who has made a positive influence in my life. I wish for communication between me and loved ones are understood, and respected. And even on our worst days we choose to not leave any conversation open to the thought of separation. Whether trusting the person I wish to spend my life with romantically, so there is no confusion about reconciliation. In other words, we choose to stay, because loving each other is far greater than being alone the rest of our lives with them specifically. And yes, there has to be a connection as strong as my ex boyfriend and I relationship.
Somewhere in the mess of misunderstandings, judgements, name calling, and no effort was tainted by false truths surrounded by other deceitful influences. I wish to eliminate those negative intentions. I wish for hope. I wish for reconciliation. I wish for love. I wish for devotion. I wish for partnership as much as romantic intimate relationships that can and is going to last a lifetime. This special person is none other than the one I have asked for since this whole weird shit dead computer matrix shenanigans stalking drug rehab project, program, association, actors, podcast, imaginary, and extremely not nice in any way. Yeah, when all that started. I'm being nice and respectful about this too. I haven't cursed, or spoken negative upon anyone. I honest to God as humble and sincere with every genuine essence of my eternal body (dead or alive at this point) I can without a doubt in a sudden instant no questions concerns about this am sure of my decision.
Furthermore, please I am asking in the best of my ability to just help gain clarity and acceptance. If it was never in my fortune, or never to come try I am very calmly and desperately asking to stop. I swear to my daughter's, my God who is my savior in heaven, angels, holy spirit, ancestors, spirit guides, friends, family, love of my life, aand whoever is involved to just let me hurt in peace. I've hurt too long, and far too much. I can't handle any of this anymore. Honest! I can't. I have reached my limitation of pain my heart.
Please stop this. Give the wish to someone else worth deserving. You obviously, can't fulfill my wish, so no hard feelings. I didn't need it in the first place. Just let it go. I'm good with that. I just want this all the stop. You have no idea the amount of stress, mental anguish, physical damage, social isolation, and yeah pretty bad things. They're not getting better. You're making it worst which is bad. Your support is horrible. I don't want your support. If this is your way of supporting me and motiving me to inspire me then no. all wrong. Sorry to disappoint. You couldn't have been more off base than ever. I wish you to stop. No more explaining. No more complaining. No more attempting in anything really. Existing maybe. A whole lot of that. just meh or blah or depression has gone into full force and causing more pain and suffering to the point of suicide. FACTS!
And yes, once again, don't want that. Want to stay alive. Just don't want to stay alive in this mindset, house, around these mean people, and looking like a fat disgusting pig. Paraphrasing from someone mean in my life that thought it was necessary to point out how fat I am, and how much they despise me in their life. I wish them gone. That would be nice. And not gone gone. Just not around me, or if my love of my life was here he would defend me. I would hope. He's don't it before, so you know he's capable. Oh well, not waiting any longer. If it were going to happen then it would have happened already. No more waiting. No more holding on to dreams that you never wake up from, or living in fantasy land. It's not fun anymore. You ruined any kind of special event, special holiday, special trip, special gift. All Gone. I can't enjoy it. Thanks!
It's all meaningless unless you have someone you love to share it with, and I apologize. That person is NOT my dad, family, animal, ex husband, my reflection from a mirror, my past/present/future, etc. Sorry. None of that makes sense. You're not good at wish fullfillment. No offense, but just stop while you're ahead. I cann't endure another day of crying and fighting if I should kms (Kill myself- Carrie kills herself) Did I make that detailed enough to say that every day is a survival to stay alive without the notion of killing myself. And believe me that is the worst feeling in the world. I'm done. You're just going on about this is rewarding getting rid of me, or how much better the world is going to be without me inside it, or "yay" she's actually going to follow through with it. Yeah Yeah Yeah. Maybe one day. All I'm indicating is I struggle every day with staying alive long enough to make it another day without killing myself.
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2023.06.06 14:33 Sensitive1111 What I think Kei would say to Kiyotaka in the future to indicate she isn't a parasite any longer (prediction)

Note: This is a fanfic x theory x prediction.
Ayanokoji's POV
"Neh, Kiyotaka.. You actually don't love me, do you? You actually just made me your girlfriend so that you can help me grow from my parasitic self.. didn't you? That's what happened, right? I kinda have always suspected that but I subconsciously tried to repress it because I was happy with the illusion that you love me. But now, I'm strong enough to face the truth. It hurts of course. It's actually very painful. After all, I truly did love you, Kiyotaka. To be honest, I'm a little bit angry at you. But I know you only did that because you thought that was the best for me."
I kept a blank face but deep inside, I was a little bit shocked.
I have always wanted for her to grow, but I didn't expect that finally witnessing her growth would be a little bit overwhelming for me.
I thought this night would just be one of our sweet moments. Honestly, I wasn't expecting for such a big event to take place now. It was simply happening earlier than I have planned.
She continued to talk. "I'm strong now, just like what you wanted to happen. So with that, you don't have to be my boyfriend anymore. This would be the part where we say our goodbyes. But before that, let me thank you. Our relationship is honestly weird." She said, and let out a little giggle. "If a normal person were to hear how our relationship started, they would probably think I'm crazy for falling in love with you. After all, you let me go through those awful things. However, when you saw my scar, you did not show disgust. I kinda felt accepted as a person. You might think that isn't really a big deal, however, for someone like me, that is a very important thing. I don't know what happened to you in your past, but when you showed me darkness in those eyes of yours, I kinda felt like we're a bit similar. Being with a person you have something in common with kind of, feels great. Like you both have some kind of understanding that you don't have to point out with words. I was also happy when you said you trusted me more than Horikita-san. When you took advantage of my position as the leader of the girls in our class, I was really happy to be useful. I gained confidence, and it was really a lot fun. It felt like I was in a mystery-detective drama. Knowing that you would protect me, I was able to let my guard down a bit and enjoy things. But then you allowed me to be hurt again. I'm not really good at holding grudges though. And the fun I felt was somewhat heavier than what Ryuen did to me. After all, there were far more awful things that happened to me in junior high school. Before, I thought that friends were unnecessary, that they're only there so that I won't be isolated and I won't be targeted. But I was able to build true friendship with Sato-chan. And I think that was also thanks to you."
What she said reminded me of Horikita a bit. Horikita thought friends are a nuisance so she didn't want to have them before. And Kei also thought friendship is only a way to protect herself. Come to think of it, I'm also similar to them. I didn't truly desire to have friends. I only thought that I would stand out if I were to be a loner so I thought that I needed a number of friends so that I can maintain the image of an average student.
"That's why, Ayanokoji-kun, I'm thankful to you in a lot of ways."
Ayanokoji-kun, huh.
"You are my first love after all. From now on, I will start learn how to unlove you. I bet you find my feelings for you annoying. So for you to be sure that I won't depend on you any longer, I will start to kill my love for you."
When she said that, I felt something inside my chest that I've never felt before.
"So with that, good bye, Ayanokoji-kun."
She stood up, smiled, and started walking away. I was not able to say a single thing.
Just a moment ago, we were chitchatting over silly things.
This is also an important moment for me to learn about other aspects of love.
"Break up, huh." I sighed.
Kei thought I only made her my girlfriend so that I could help her grow. However, that wasn't the only reason why I made her my girlfriend though. I thought I wanted to learn about love through her, for her to be the textbook that I would use to learn about the opposite sex.
But a part of me yearned for a happy ending with her. The rest of me, however, thinks that a happy ending is impossible. After all, I'm a person from the White Room.
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This was written with Year 2 Volume 10 in mind. However, considering Kiyotaka's canon monologue in Year 2 Volume 4.5, their real separation is probably set on the graduation day. That is if the author plans to make Kiyotaka's plan for Kei successful.
Here's Kiyotaka's monologue:
While tasting her lips repeatedly, my thoughts involuntarily drifted off towards the future.
Before long, when the season of farewells approached, this romance would enter it's final phase---
Because it's a given that it will face an arduous trial.
When Karuizawa Kei is separated from her host, she will have to stand up and look forward on her own.
That was the most important thing in this curriculum of love.
Though it's also possible, like someone said, that Kiyotaka was referring to winter as the season of farewells. Meaning, their separation now is already set.
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2023.06.06 14:33 Dismal-Jellyfish Would you like to know the net aggregate amount of any Payment For Order Flow received, profit-sharing relationship, transaction fees paid, & transaction rebates received for OTC securities? FINRA delayed implementing a proposed rule from 12/6/2022 for this data until at least 8/3/23. How to comment

Would you like to know the net aggregate amount of any Payment For Order Flow received, profit-sharing relationship, transaction fees paid, & transaction rebates received for OTC securities? FINRA delayed implementing a proposed rule from 12/6/2022 for this data until at least 8/3/23. How to comment
  • The proposed rule change was published for notice and comment in the Federal Register on December 6, 2022.7 June 4, 2023 is 180 days from that date, and August 3, 2023 is 240 days from that date.
  • FINRA finds it appropriate to designate a longer period within which to issue an order approving or disapproving the proposed rule change so that it has sufficient time to consider the proposed rule change and its comments.
  • Accordingly, FINRA pursuant to section 19(b)(2) of the Act, designates August 3, 2023 as the date by which the Commission shall either approve or disapprove the proposed rule change (File No. SR-FINRA-2022-031).
https://public-inspection.federalregister.gov/2023-11924.pdf
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What are they delaying?

Purpose:

  • Rule 606(a) of Regulation NMS3 (“SEC Rule 606(a)”) requires broker-dealers to publicly disclose specified information about their order routing practices for NMS Securities, including for non-directed orders in NMS stocks that are submitted on a “held” basis.
  • The SEC has stated that, as a result of these disclosures, “customers—and retail investors in particular—that submit orders to their broker-dealers should be better able to assess the quality of order handling services provided by their broker-dealers and whether their broker-dealers are effectively managing potential conflicts of interest.”
  • "FINRA believes these same goals would be furthered by providing investors with similar order handling information for unlisted stocks, which are not covered by the existing SEC Rule 606(a) disclosure requirements."
    • "Accordingly, FINRA is proposing to adopt new Rule 6470 to require members to publish quarterly order routing disclosures primarily for non-directed held orders in OTC Equity Securities, generally aligned with the SEC Rule 606(a) disclosures for NMS stocks but with modifications to account for differences between the market for NMS Securities and over-the-counter (“OTC”) markets."
    • "In addition, to make both the existing SEC Rule 606(a) disclosures and the new OTC Equity Security disclosures more accessible to investors, FINRA is proposing new Rule 6151 and paragraph (d) of new Rule 6470 to require members to send both disclosures to FINRA for centralized publication on the FINRA website".

Disclosure of Order Routing Information for OTC Equity Securities:

  • Proposed new Rule 6470, entitled “Disclosure of Order Routing Information for OTC Equity Securities,” would require the publication of order routing disclosures for OTC Equity Securities.
  • Specifically, as is already required for broker-dealers with respect to held orders in NMS stocks under SEC Rule 606(a)(1), proposed Rule 6470(a) would require, among other things, every member to make publicly available for each calendar quarter a report on its routing of non-directed orders in OTC Equity Securities that are submitted on a held basis during that quarter, broken down by calendar month, and keep such report posted on an internet website that is free and readily accessible to the public for a period of three years from the initial date of posting on the internet website.
  • Also in line with the required publication timeframe for NMS stock disclosures under SEC Rule 606(a)(2), proposed Rule 6470(c) would require that a member make the new OTC Equity Security report publicly available within one month after the end of the quarter addressed in the report.
  • Under Rule 606(a)(1), the SEC Rule 606(a) reports for NMS Securities are required to be broken out into separate sections for NMS stocks in the S&P 500 Index as of the first day of the quarter, other NMS stocks, and NMS Securities that are options.
    • Since these categories are not relevant to the OTC market, FINRA is proposing to instead require that the new quarterly reports for OTC Equity Securities under Rule 6470(a) be separated into three sections to better reflect the OTC market. Specifically, the new reports would be required to be separated into three sections for:
    • (i) domestic OTC Equity Securities;
    • (ii) American Depository Receipts (“ADRs”) and foreign ordinaries that are OTC Equity Securities; and
    • (iii) Canadian-listed securities trading in the United States as OTC Equity Securities.
  • To provide for consistency across member reports, FINRA will publish a list of the OTC Equity Security symbols that fall under each category, and members would be required to publish reports in a manner consistent with such list.
  • Under Rule 606(a)(1), the SEC Rule 606(a) reports for NMS Securities must be made available using the most recent versions of the XML schema and associated PDF renderer as published on the SEC’s website. Similarly, Rule 6470(a) would specify that the new OTC Equity Security reports must be made available using the most recent versions of the XML schema and associated PDF renderer as published on the FINRA website.

With respect to the content of the new reports, Rule 6470(a) would require that each section of the new OTC Equity Security reports include the information specified in paragraphs (a)(1) through (4) of proposed Rule 6470, specifically:

  • The percentage of total orders14 for the section that were not held orders and held orders, and the percentage of held orders for the section that were non-directed orders
  • The identity of the ten venues to which the largest number of total non-directed held orders for the section were routed for execution and of any venue to which five percent or more of non-directed held orders for the section were routed for execution, and the percentage of total non-directed held orders for the section routed to the venue
  • For each identified venue, the net aggregate amount of any payment for order flow received, payment from any profit-sharing relationship received, transaction fees paid, and transaction rebates received, both as a total dollar amount and per order, for all nondirected held orders for the section.
  • A discussion of the material aspects of the member’s relationship with each identified venue, including, without limitation, a description of any arrangement for payment for order flow and any profit-sharing relationship and a description of any terms of such arrangements, written or oral, that may influence a member’s order routing decision including, among other things: incentives for equaling or exceeding an agreed upon order flow volume threshold, such as additional payments or a higher rate of payment; disincentives for failing to meet an agreed upon minimum order flow threshold, such as lower payments or the requirement to pay a fee; volume-based tiered payment schedules; and agreements regarding the minimum amount of order flow that the member would send to a venue.
  • "FINRA believes that requiring members to provide information about the relative amount of a member’s held and not held orders in the new reports proposed to be published under Rule 6470(a)(1) would provide investors, regulators, academics, and others seeking to review the reports with additional information regarding the business of brokers active in the OTC market."
  • "Studies analyzing the market for NMS stocks indicate that broker-dealers may route orders to maximize order flow payments by sending market orders to venues making payments and sending limit orders to venues paying large liquidity rebates. Such routing may not always be in customers’ best interests."
  • "Make-take fees may lead to agency conflicts and rebate volume pricing tiers may worsen such conflicts further."
  • Theoretical models of the conflict between investors and their broker-dealers, who may be incentivized to route orders based on the take fees charged or rebates paid by exchanges, find that the conflict of interest reduces investor utility
  • Using Rule 606 data, one study examined broker-dealer routing of non-marketable limit orders in NMS stocks to exchanges offering the largest rebate. This analysis combined with proprietary limit order data found that low-fee (i.e., low-rebate) exchanges fill or fill more rapidly when high-fee (i.e., high-rebate) exchanges do not fill, and non-marketable limit orders earn higher average realized spreads on low-fee than high-fee exchanges.
  • "In addition, in the absence of order routing and payment for order flow information, customers may not possess information necessary to assist them in forming a preference concerning their brokers’ routing choicesparticularly where customer commission charges have been reduced or eliminated."
    • "Furthermore, if customers have information on how brokers route orders and are able to negotiate commissions to more closely represent the broker dealer’s average execution cost for a particular customer’s order flow, then customers may be better able to submit the mix of liquidity-supplying and demanding orders to minimize commissions and improve order execution."

Economic Impacts/Anticipated Benefits (AGAIN, this is what they are CHOOSING to DELAY):

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WUT mean?

  • The proposed rule change aims to provide customers with increased transparency about financial incentives that could impact their brokers' order routing decisions.
    • These include any payment for order flow received, profit-sharing payments, transaction fees, and rebates.
  • Currently, without order routing reports, customers may not fully understand the indirect costs that can affect their trading quality, especially for retail investors using zero-commission broker-dealers.
    • The proposed rule change allows customers to consider these less observable costs better and assess potential conflicts of interest.
  • The standardized reports would be accessible on both the member's website and FINRA's website, enabling customers to compare order routing practices across firms and observe changes in a firm's behavior over time.
    • This would help customers understand if the received payment for order flow and net transaction fees paid might be influencing some firms' routing decisions more than others.
  • However, FINRA acknowledges that direct benefits might be limited by a customer's ability to interpret the information in the reports... (do they not get we will teach each other if we have to?)
    • The reports would allow us to compare order routing to competing firms and consequently HAVE DATA for calling out how firms can improve their order execution quality.
  • Furthermore, academic or industry researchers can analyze the data in the proposed public reports, making their findings public and describing differences in broker-dealer routing practices.
    • The centralization of the new OTC Equity Security reports and the existing Rule 606(a) reports on FINRA’s website should also reduce FINRA's costs and ease their access to the reported data for regulatory purposes.

How can you comment to get them to consider action on 8/3/2023:

File a regulatory Tip:
https://www.finra.org/contact-finra/file-tip
https://www.finra.org/contact-finra/file-tip
FINRA encourages individuals with information about potentially fraudulent, illegal or unethical activity to submit a regulatory tip. If you are aware of unfair practices or specific instances of abusive conduct, FINRA wants to know about it immediately. Often, violations of our rules and the federal securities regulations come to light through the receipt and investigation of regulatory tips from members of the industry and other industry professionals.
FINRA may find it useful to contact you for the purposes of verifying the information provided and soliciting additional information. While anonymous regulatory tips will be accepted and reviewed, their value may be diminished if FINRA is unable to conduct this additional inquiry.
It is requested that you provide a brief summary of the significant types of abusive conduct and/or rule violations that:
You believe to have taken place;
You believe may now be occurring, and/or
You believe may be about to occur.
All regulatory tip information received will be treated in confidence to the fullest extent possible. FINRA, however, cannot guarantee that during the course of a related investigation or possible prosecution of the matter that the identity or documents of the source of a regulatory tip will not become known.

A possible comment template you could use for the basis of a comment:

Dear FINRA,
I am a retail investor writing to express my concern regarding the delay in implementing the proposed changes to the FINRA rule SR-FINRA-2022-031 that aim to increase transparency in the financial industry. These changes promise several anticipated benefits that will enhance investors' ability to make informed decisions and potentially prevent instances of financial misconduct.
I believe that there may have been past and ongoing instances of conflicts of interest affecting order routing decisions that could be mitigated by the proposed rule change. The lack of transparency about brokers' financial incentives and their potential impacts on routing decisions makes it difficult for customers to discern these issues.
In addition, the lack of standardized reporting and easily accessible data on members' websites inhibits investors' ability to compare firms' order routing practices effectively. This lack of comparison and oversight could potentially enable unethical practices to continue unchecked.
I also foresee the possibility of further conflicts of interest or suboptimal execution quality, especially given the increasing prevalence of zero-commission broker-dealers. These firms might be influenced by hidden costs such as payment for order flow or net transaction fees, potentially affecting their order routing decisions and execution quality.
The delayed implementation of this rule change may allow such unethical practices to persist or even proliferate. Therefore, I urge you to expedite the process to implement these changes, providing the transparency necessary to empower investors and ensure fair practices in the industry as soon as possible!
Thank you for your attention to this matter.
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Firm and individual details can be selected as 'Unknown'
Then hit submit!

TLDRS:

  • FINRA can kicks implementing disclosure rules for OTC
    • because PFOF data is involved?
  • Will consider again on August 3rd...
    • Please consider commenting so that they KNOW retail wants this approved and implemented!
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2023.06.06 14:32 Affectionate-Ad6318 Why the total number of books you complete per year is a crappy vanity metric

Hi everyone,

My approach to reading books used to be: "The right way to read books is from start to finish." I felt that "it doesn't count" if I don't read from cover to cover. Much of my reading time was tedious, often I was basically powering through books using willpower. It felt a lot like work, a lot of the time.
A big turning point in my relationship with reading came when I read Almanack of Naval Ravikant. He said he rarely reads books from start to finish. He said he jumps around, reads only as long as a book keeps his interest, and even said books can be treated as throw-away blog posts.This hit me hard. It was a revelation of sorts. But most importantly, perhaps, I was given permission to not read all books from start to finish and be more flexible. I used to think that all the smart people read books from cover to cover meticulously. Well, not ALL of them, I found. Here's a smart guy confessing that he has dozens of books "in progress", simultaneously.Frankly, that has always been my natural way of reading books: usually many books "in progress" at a time. But I used to feel bad about it. I felt something was wrong about it. "Can't I finish a damn book before I jump to the next one?" A voice in my head was probably bitching in the background. A part of me thought that it's an indication of laziness, lack of discipline and willpower.I'd say, after changing my mindset around reading, it has become a more enjoyable activity and probably way more productive too. If I find out the book is crap or irrelevant, I stop and I read another book. As a result, I keep reading, instead of becoming a non-reader who's waiting for a buildup of willpower to do another arduous bout of mechanical reading.I'm making a case against forcing oneself to finish books. The focus on books per year, perpetuated by Goodreads Reading Challenges (Btw, I love Goodreads, lol) and "CEOs read one book a week" headlines, is the wrong focus and here’s why.When you put a lot of focus on increasing the number of books completed per year, it makes you want to finish every book you start - even if you realize the book is not interesting for you - because dropping a book, for example, at 30% done means you spent time but can’t add anything to your “books read” list.Also, it makes you want to pick shorter, easier books and to get through them as fast as possible instead of taking the time to actually understand the new concepts you encounter.While books completed is a metric that may peak your dopamine levels and impress many people, in reality, it says nothing about how much you learned from reading and how much you enjoyed the process. Focusing on this metric is yet another way we humans bully ourselves.In fact, this metric can be counterproductive if one wants to develop a genuine love for reading and read more. This kind of bullying approach to reading just creates negative associations with reading, such as, it's a "struggle", "laboring", "pain". Reading becomes a "should" which probably creates subconscious resistance towards the activity.So the solution: don't waste your precious time on shitty books (or highly acclaimed ones that put you to sleep), throw them away and follow your genuine curiosity.‌What do you think?
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2023.06.06 14:27 WorldAwayTweedy I’m in my first semester at a prestigious university, and I've noticed that students keep dropping out of their classes.

It first came to my attention in my 100-level Political Science class.
Week one, the class was absolutely packed. There was energy. Debate. Discussion.
Five weeks in, and now it looks like nearly half the class is gone.
Mind you, Professor Weldon was not only an exceptional lecturer who explained concepts with passion and great insight - he was also a very easy grader. It made no sense to me that people were transferring out of his class. A couple of stragglers dropping off once they realize that Poli Sci isn’t for them? Sure. But this was ridiculous.
It happened in my other 100-level classes too: four weeks in, and a little over 40% of the class transferred out of English 101. Psychology? A lecture hall of roughly 200 people had been reduced to 120 or so.
I brought it up to my friends on campus who were also in their first year.
“People dropping classes in their first few weeks is totally normal,” replied Dinesh. “If I saw you sitting there in one of my classes with that dumb expression on your face, I’d drop it immediately too.”
Ha-ha. Very funny.
I turned to Mallory. She just shrugged and said “I don’t know man,” and went back to reading her book.
I’d known both of them for close to five years now. While none of us were in the same program (Dinesh was a robotics geek, Mallory was obsessed with history), we’d all been very close since high school. We were outcasts who clung to each other over our shared love of D&D, video game music, and badminton. After weeks of nervousness hoping all of us would get admission to this university, we were thrilled to find out that we’d all made it - our little trio would get to continue.
“Guess I’m just overthinking things, then. Don’t know why this isn’t sitting well with me,” I responded to both of them.
As we continued hanging out in the mezzanine, I couldn’t shake the fact that the campus, as a whole, looked much emptier than usual for a Monday.
–-
As usual, I showed up early for the Poli Sci lecture. Yes, I am a tryhard, and yes, it’s important to me that I’m as close to a model student as possible in this new chapter of my life.
I watched as students shuffled into class. I also paid attention to Professor Weldon’s pre-class demeanor. He was his usual chipper self.
I took the opportunity to go up to him and ask a quick question.
“Hey, Professor Weldon…”
“You can call me Michael!”
“Right, hey… Michael, so obviously, we’re only like five weeks into the class and it’s my first year so I’m new to this whole thing… just wanted to confirm it’s normal for students to transfer out of their classes in the first few weeks? I’ve noticed a really big drop off in all of my classes including this on–”
“Totally normal! I mean, students are still figuring out what their interests are and what their overall class workload needs to be, so this is all very standard stuff. Great question though!”
Well, alrighty then. I think I just needed to hear it from a professor. I started questioning why the whole drop-off thing was even bothering me in the first place. I turned to go back to my seat.
“Don’t ever ask that again, alright?”
What?
I turned around. Did the prof just whisper what I thought he did?
He doubled down with a hushed response.
“I’m not gonna say anything about it, but a word of advice. For your own good, just listen to the material and study it. You really don’t wanna be asking people around here questions like that. Are we clear?”
All I could do was muster up a nod and walk back to my desk.
And with that, the lecture kicked off. As Professor Weldon discussed the various types of political systems around the world, I tried my best to forget the weird exchange I just had with him. To his credit, he defaulted to his regular sunny disposition throughout the presentation. I even answered a few questions he posed to the group, and he called on me as if nothing had even happened.
There were moments though, as I looked around the class, where I felt like I wasn’t alone in my… hypervigilance. Most of the students were tuned in or dozing off as usual, but I spotted a couple of faces who seemed… nervous? Like they were anxiously contemplating something?
In the midst of my surveying of the room, my eyes were drawn to a student sitting near me: a student who I remembered being quite outspoken in earlier weeks of the class, but who now seemed very reserved. From my vantage point, I could make out some of the notes he was scribbling in his notebook:
Follow up Q’s for the Dean:
- Has my drop out request been approved?
- Am I allowed to tell my family?
- Why are only some students notified about this?
- Does it emerge from Williams Hall?
As you can probably tell, these questions had absolutely nothing to do with the class.
I wrote them down in my journal. It was time to do some research.
–-
After class, I invited Dinesh and Mallory to my (unfortunately) tiny dorm room for an evening conversation about everything that happened today.
While I waited for them to arrive, I spent my time doing online research to see if I could uncover anything that would shed light on the happenings - looking up things like “dropoff rates increasing” or “odd occurrences” at my university. I unfortunately wasn’t able to uncover much of anything - everything online was very boilerplate and sanitized.
The note - “Does it emerge from Williams Hall?” - from class earlier was the only thing that led to something of moderate substance. After searching through our school intranet, I realized that Williams Hall had been more or less designated as “off limits” for a number of years now. Outside of being the location of some of our final exams and student body meetings, the building had been cordoned off so that construction and renovations could be completed there.
Strangely enough, my research also showed me that prior to Williams Hall being sequestered, it used to be the hub for our Faculty of Arts, and was the former homebase for a lot of our major university clubs (theater, debate). These classes and clubs had all been moved into other buildings at the university over the last fifteen years or so.
As I continued digging, Dinesh arrived.
“Hey cuckoo bird,” he said as he came in. Before I could cut him off and tell him that this was kind of serious, he continued–
“So, uh, something happened actually and… maybe you’re not totally completely nuts.”
“Okay…,” I responded.
“So, we’re in week five right? Up until last week, my robotics class was basically at capacity - one or two stragglers dropped off in the first few weeks, but we were more or less a full group. Today, I shit you not, half the class was missing. I asked the prof, and he said they dropped out, and then he just changed the subject. I looked into it, and if you drop a class after week three, you’re required to pay a full refund. Why the fuck would anyone drop a class this late?”
I nodded. “It’s not just dropping classes and switching into other ones. I think it’s–”
“People dropping out of the university altogether,” Dinesh said, cutting me off. “Feels like there’s… less people in general now, at the campus.”
A rush of anxiety hit me as I realized that Mallory hadn’t responded to any of my texts today. I shook it off.
“So… something really weird happened in Poli Sci class today.”
–-
I filled Dinesh in on everything. He was a bit incredulous, and didn’t totally believe the exchange I had with the instructor (his interpretation being that Professor Weldon was simply offended I was pointing out that people were dropping his class).
Nonetheless, he helped me with my research.
We scoured the web, searching up old Reddit posts, blog posts, discussion board conversations - anything at all that mentioned Williams Hall or bizarre events at the university. Aside from jaded former students calling out the difficult grading scale here, everything we came across was useless. But, we did notice a suspicious trend…
The year 2008 was very interesting for the school… in that there was no record of anything happening here that year. No campus events that took place here (or events that were hosted at the university in general, for that matter), no sports records, no graduation records, the list goes on. Nothing. Were there any professors that taught here in the year 2008? Not that we could find. A 2008 yearbook? Nope.
Dinesh and I went deeper and deeper down our rabbit hole, as I tried to push aside concerned thoughts of still not hearing back from Mallory. Dinesh mentioned that we should hone in on the year 2008 and try to use the Wayback Machine, in case that could help us find anything that might’ve been archived or deleted since. It took a little while, but we were able to dig up an old message board conversation, which I’ll share below.

Thread: So are we going to talk about that?
Fuckyou37
06/10/2008, 12:03PM
Title says all… June 8 at Williams Hall. won’t say more at risk of exposing myself, but I know there are lots of others who go to this school or went here, and were there when it happened. Why the actual fuck is no one talking about this?!?

LostInTranslation
06/10/2008, 4:33PM
This some Skull & Bones Society shit? :)

Fuckyou37
06/10/2008, 4:46PM
No.

Fuckyou37
06/11/2008, 12:00PM
bump.

Fuckyou37
06/12/2008, 12:05PM
bump.

KungFuKid89
06/15/2008, 8:49PM
Yep. Count your blessings and stfu. Nothing more you can do. Remember what they said happens if you blab about it.

Fuckyou37
06/16/2008, 9:52AM
That’s insane.
that no one has called the cops in this whole fucking time is insane.
also I swear to god they told some kids to get out of dodge before it happened. Knew a bunch of ppl who pced out a few weeks before. linguistics class with a certain hot professor was emptyyyyyyyy. No one else had a clue…
btw: Have any proof you were actually there? Also wtf is reality? Like that actually happened.

KungFuKid89
06/16/2008, 7:46PM
I’m sure people tried to call the cops.
I was the only guy that crawled to the door when it was all over. Apparently the rest of you just stood up and walked out. Maybe different reactions to shock for all of us?

steve2204
06/16/2008, 11:18PM
heard about this through a friend, friend knew a guy who went there and said something really messed up was happening there and that the rumor mill was in full swing, like the *final exam* wasn’t normal, he tried to drop out but they wouldn’t let him(?), but left nyways. Apparently they found his body later.
I never believed him tho lol my friend says shit a lot of dumb shit when he’s blazing >_>

CidHighwind
06/17/2008, 7:20AM
Thread locked due to inappropriate content.

We also found two other threads on a different message board, both created by the same person in 2008. The posts didn’t mention Williams Hall or the university explicitly, but they did mention the June 8th date. The post was of a mother claiming that her daughter randomly disappeared after going to the campus one day. The mother detailed how she didn’t buy the official story she was told by the police that her daughter simply “ran away”. She said that she was speaking with other parents in the area who were dealing with the same situation, and that she would provide updates as they came. Both threads were locked soon after posting.
As I jotted down the recurring date that was coming up in these threads (June 8th, 2008), I heard the door open.
Dinesh and I exhaled as Mallory entered. But that relief washed away quickly - something was off. Mallory was not herself. She’s always been quiet and reserved, preferring to be 'near people but not participating', but this time felt different.
We slowly started filling her in, trying to find a way to make our disconnected musings make sense. She listened as we talked about the student drop-offs in our classes and the overall campus feeling more empty, the peculiar goings-on in my Poli Sci class earlier in the day, and the archived message board posts we discovered during our online research. As we detailed our findings, we realized that we both sounded a little crazy… all of these things were, ultimately, random occurrences that we were stitching together like some sort of conspiracy theory.
But then Mallory spoke up.
“I had a meeting with the Dean earlier today. I’m going to drop out.”
–-
The hours after Mallory said that were stressful. Obviously, Dinesh and I were shocked, confused, and most of all, deathly curious on what spurred this on for her.
Frustratingly, she wasn’t giving us too many details.
She asked us if the Dean had organized a meeting with either of us earlier in the week. When we both said no, she looked really, really miserable. Her reaction only added to our confusion.
We asked her if her reasons for dropping out were similar to what we were researching, and she begrudgingly said yes. When we asked her to elaborate, she said she was sworn to secrecy and couldn’t speak further.
“Why can’t you tell us what’s going on?!” I asked her, for probably the 30th time in our back-and-forth.
“I just can’t. If I say anything more…”
Her eyes trailed off, as if suggesting there was some terrible fate that would befall her if she elaborated further. Most of her answers to our following questions were just a simple “I’m sorry.”
Our one-sided conversation with Mallory continued for quite some time. Eventually, Dinesh asked the question that was lingering at the back of my mind. A question that seemed utterly ridiculous but also very necessary.
“Do you… do you think we should drop out too, maybe?”
It took a while for Mallory to respond. She chose her words carefully.
“I guess it’s random,” she started. “It’s random… which students they explain this whole thing to, and which ones they don’t. If they call upon you, you’re given the option to drop out. But if the Dean didn’t meet with you…”
“What the fuck does that even mean?!” Dinesh responded.
“It… means that I don’t think they’ll approve it. Even if you want to leave.”
Dinesh turned to me with a look of bafflement.
“I mean… we could just, like, leave though, right? Like… physically get up and leave? Like, how could they actually stop us from doing that?”
I saw Mallory’s eyes widen as Dinesh spoke those words to me. I knew that she wanted to say so much more to us, but she just couldn’t. The look in her eyes made it clear to me - us running now would be a mistake.
We struggled to get anything more out of Mallory. Eventually, I jumped in with a softball question that I prayed she’d answer. Referring to the research we were doing, I asked her plainly –
“If Dinesh and I keep digging, do you think we’ll be able to figure out what’s going on?”
She paused for a moment, and then nodded.
And that was all I needed.
“I think it’s time we go on an adventure, Dinesh,” I said.
“Goddamnit,” was his reply.
As we all left my dorm room, the three of us reluctantly gave each other a group hug. We’re not the mushy, touchy-feely types, so this was the first time we’d ever done anything this sentimental. It was awkward and not great, but everything felt too serious for us to not do it. As we let go of each other, I saw the first tears I’d ever seen Mallory cry.
“I”m really sorry I can’t say more. I’m really, really sorry,” she said. All good, Mal.
And with that, Dinesh and I headed out on a nighttime trek towards a certain building.
–-
We made our way through the nearly pitch-black, empty courtyard, towards a bunch of construction signs and scaffolding that suggested we were getting closer and closer to Williams Hall. Dinesh, continuing his research on his phone, was chiming in with some “fun facts” –
“This building’s been under construction for like over a decade… how?”
“It’s probably just an excuse,” I responded.
Past a collection of tools and barriers, we arrived at a side door to the building. To my surprise, it wasn’t locked.
We entered, using our cell-phone flashlights to maneuver through the dark. Past the scent of old wood and peeling wallpaper, in a hallway that I can best describe as “rickety”, a word that I’m aware doesn’t make sense in this context but is the only one that comes to mind -
We arrived at the foyer. The ceiling stretched high above us. We maneuvered around a wet spot on the floor reflecting back at us (probably a leaky pipe somewhere) as our phone lights illuminated the dusty engraving above us that read Faculty of Arts.
“Which way do you think we should head?” I asked as our lights spun around the room, taking in every inch of the once-bustling building. The beam from my cell phone cut through the air, creating a glow that illuminated relics around us: various seating areas that seemed carelessly assembled, abstract art installations that were now covered in grime, and a collection of aged plaques adorning the walls, preserving the wide smiles of professors and administrators of years past.
A sign off in the distance that read Final Exam Room caught my attention. I motioned to Dinesh and he followed.
With our footsteps across the marble floor of yet another hallway that had seen better days, we approached our destination. Along the way, we encountered empty classrooms on both sides of the large corridor. Our brief peeks into all of the rooms revealed perfect preservation and consistency: desks and chairs neatly arranged, and the boards in each room having only one simple message written on them:
REMINDER: FINAL EXAM - JUNE 8TH
“Does every class do their final exam on the same day?” I asked Dinesh.
He didn’t reply. He was drawn to the large doors at the end of the hallway. I flashed my light at the engraving above them -
FINAL EXAM ROOM / STUDENT BODY MEETING ROOM
Huh. Weird combination if ever I’d seen one.
“I feel like coming here was beyond stupid,” Dinesh said.
“Yep. But we’re here now.”
Dinesh shined his phone light on a small sign posted up beside the doors.
Final Exam Room
Most Recent: June 8, 2008
Next Exam: June 8, 2023
Don’t forget to study!!!
We froze up. The obvious question for both of us was why a seemingly abandoned and under-construction building would have a note about an upcoming final exam scheduled for just a few days from now… an exam taking place only half-way through the semester, mind you.
“Do we go in?” Dinesh asked.
I wasn’t voted “most inquisitive” in high school superlatives… because it wasn’t a category. If it was, I would’ve secured it, no competition. This whole thing had been nagging at me from the first couple of weeks. I needed to know what was going on.
“Yes. We go in.”
We opened the doors, revealing a large room with hundreds of desks, all perfectly spaced out from each other. It was an exam, after all.
The hall stretched far and long. As we inched our way in, a pungent smell flooded my senses - like nothing I’d ever experienced before.
I pointed my phone light from desk to desk as I walked on by, realizing why the abandoned room felt so “lively” to me from the second we opened the door.
Nearly all of the desks were occupied by the headless and decayed bodies of students seated upright. Hands on the table. Coats on the chair behind them. Bags under desks.
Before the shock of the sight could overtake us and force us to get the fuck out of there, the sound of footsteps from the other end of the large exam hall caused us to redirect our phone lights to the source of the sound.
A figure emerged from the shadows, dressed in attire that was unmistakably formal. His hands were clasped behind him, a posture of composure and control. A face that I hadn’t seen since my first week orientation. The Dean?
He addressed us.
“Gentlemen - the exam isn’t for a few days now. I suggest you get back to studying.”
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2023.06.06 14:25 Iguessbutnotreally Mac Miller signature

Good day everyone,
I’m planning on getting a tattoo to tribute Mac. At first I wanted the divine feminine cover, for being my favorite albums of all times, but that doesn’t cover half of what Mac means to me.
So my idea is to get his signature tattooed. I have seen some online, but wondering if maybe one of you guys have something signed by him which I could use as a reference.
Im also open to hear other options of tattoo ideas regarding Mac!
Cheers,
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2023.06.06 14:21 Next-Zombie4286 199

I woke up and was 199 lbs and was about to tear up. Sure, it still makes me obese, but it means so much too me. I am 16, 5'3", have been obese all my life, and at my heaviest was over 250 lbs. Today that number no longer starts with a 2.
I was bullied so much for this in elementary and middle school. Boys would ask me out as a joke because I was considered unlovable for my size (jokes on them, i'm a lesbian), but now I've made progress!!! I still have a long way to go but it feels like a big milestone. It feels like only last week i was suffering during the pandemic, cutting myself and in a deep depression.
But now I'm free.
I got the help I needed. I got on medication for my ADHD, did better, met new people, and now I'm almost a senior in high school.
It's more than just a number. It's quite literally a weight taken off my shoulders and I'm excited to go further. My next goal is 150 by the end of summer, and I truly hope I can get there.
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2023.06.06 14:18 Affectionate-Ad6318 LPT: Why the total number of books you complete per year is a crappy vanity metric

Hi everyone,
My approach to reading books used to be: "The right way to read books is from start to finish." I felt that "it doesn't count" if I don't read from cover to cover. Much of my reading time was tedious, often I was basically powering through books using willpower. It felt a lot like work, a lot of the time.
A big turning point in my relationship with reading came when I read Almanack of Naval Ravikant. He said he rarely reads books from start to finish. He said he jumps around, reads only as long as a book keeps his interest, and even said books can be treated as throw-away blog posts.
This hit me hard. It was a revelation of sorts. But most importantly, perhaps, I was given permission to not read all books from start to finish and be more flexible. I used to think that all the smart people read books from cover to cover meticulously. Well, not ALL of them, I found. Here's a smart guy confessing that he has dozens of books "in progress", simultaneously.
Frankly, that has always been my natural way of reading books: usually many books "in progress" at a time. But I used to feel bad about it. I felt something was wrong about it. "Can't I finish a damn book before I jump to the next one?" A voice in my head was probably bitching in the background. A part of me thought that it's an indication of laziness, lack of discipline and willpower.
I'd say, after changing my mindset around reading, it has become a more enjoyable activity and probably way more productive too. If I find out the book is crap or irrelevant, I stop and I read another book. As a result, I keep reading, instead of becoming a non-reader who's waiting for a buildup of willpower to do another arduous bout of mechanical reading.
I'm making a case against forcing oneself to finish books. The focus on books per year, perpetuated by Goodreads Reading Challenges (Btw, I love Goodreads, lol) and "CEOs read one book a week" headlines, is the wrong focus and here’s why.
When you put a lot of focus on increasing the number of books completed per year, it makes you want to finish every book you start - even if you realize the book is not interesting for you - because dropping a book, for example, at 30% done means you spent time but can’t add anything to your “books read” list.
Also, it makes you want to pick shorter, easier books and to get through them as fast as possible instead of taking the time to actually understand the new concepts you encounter.
While books completed is a metric that may peak your dopamine levels and impress many people, in reality, it says nothing about how much you learned from reading and how much you enjoyed the process. Focusing on this metric is yet another way we humans bully ourselves.
In fact, this metric can be counterproductive if one wants to develop a genuine love for reading and read more. This kind of bullying approach to reading just creates negative associations with reading, such as, it's a "struggle", "laboring", "pain". Reading becomes a "should" which probably creates subconscious resistance towards the activity.
So the solution: don't waste your precious time on shitty books (or highly acclaimed ones that put you to sleep), throw them away and follow your genuine curiosity.
What do you think?
/Paul
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2023.06.06 14:12 Feisty-Interest-6163 10000 bounty across every hold.

Hi all. I'm playing a character who spent most of her time doing quests in Bruma worldspace. Only other places I've been to is whiterun area, falkreath and helgen. I've been in Bruma for such a long time and I never looked at my crime stats. I randomly travelled to dawnstar and got jumped by a bounty hunter and oh my god. I have a 10000 bounty in literally every hold, and I've never been in most of them! My crime stats are: trespasses 2, assaults 10(?) and fines paid 5. Would this be enough for such a high bounty? Also, I'm playing such a righteous character, I literally never murdered anyone, picked a mean option in the conversation, I did "good quests" like dragon rising or nettlebane quest. I'm asking here because I have an obscene number of mods but afaik nothing that could affect reputation/bounty system. But maybe some of you had the same issue and it turned out to be a mod conflict or something that went over my head while installing a mod. I can't even search for help, bc apparently its an achievement to have a bounty like this and everyone's asking how to get it :D thanks!
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2023.06.06 14:10 LargeCelebration9912 When Gopikas threatened Krishna to dance with them, how can this be considered as a test taken by Lord Krishna?

When Gopikas threatened Krishna to dance with them, how can this be considered as a test taken by Lord Krishna?

[A spiritual conversation took place in Hyderabad on 23-08-2021 and was attended by a number of devotees. Some of the flashes of spiritual knowledge that were radiated from Śrī Datta Swami are given below for the benefit of the spiritual world.]
Swami replied: When Gopikas came to Brindavan on hearing flute song of Krishna, they proved that their love is strong and more than their love to their life partners. When Krishna threatened them that they will go to hell, had they kept silent without returning to their homes, their love for God Krishna is stronger. When they threatened Krishna that they will commit suicide if Krishna is not interested in them, it means that their love for Krishna is strongest. In the system of examination of God Datta, strongest love for God alone is the pass mark (100/100). Strong and stronger loves are also failures only.
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2023.06.06 14:08 Pina_Colada_0409 Some thoughts on this whole situation

Hello everyone!
Well, we all noticed by now that:
- Cindy is back in YT
- She is without Andrew
- She is a wreck
I mean, these are the facts that we can spot for sure.
We all have been (or will be) in toxic situations in our lives. It sucked, we've been through it, it caused pain, it was over. The human survival instict that almost all of us possess, picked us up and we moved on with our lives, damaged but stronger. Where am I going with this?
Cindy cannot function like that. At least without some serious contstant, specialized psychological care.
She has severe BPD, PTSD, depression, alchohol addiction and imo she is a pathological liar too. She constantly lies about everything. Because of her drinking, it was obvious in her last two streams:
- She kicked out Andrew... but he made his choice anyway, to stay with the other lady
- She has never contacted the new girl... "well I found her number in the phone bill and called her already"
- "I am actually a great partner".......... (in ALL previous videos and streams she stated that she was abusive and horrible to Andrew)
- "I could never date again"... "well yeah actually forgot to mention, I created a tinder profile yesterday"
- "Yeah I am not drunk"... "yes I am drinking Jack and cola"... "well I say these things because I am drunk or tipsy, whatever"
And do not let me dig deeper in all the drama, all the things that would "never happen" but magically happened already, the no contact rule (I am laughing), the driving for 14 hours, etc., etc., etc.
Do not get me wrong, Andrew is an asshole for cheating. And the new girl seems kind of trashy. And do not get me started with Andrew's family. Obviously, according to what Cindy shared with us.
All of the above might have happened, ok? She does have a lot of tragic situations happened in her life during her childhood plus these recent years. But why the lying? Why the hiding?
Cindy, if you see this, get it together girl.
Also, if you continue to drink, the antidrepressants you started a few weeks ago will not work, or they will have a massively crappy outcome. it is c-r-i-m-i-n-a-l that they let you use them with your current alchohol addiction. Have you talked to your therapist about your extensive drinking?
Mourn. Mourn with us, without us, with family, with friends. Get it out of your system, Cindy. It does take time, you will make mistakes. But at least own them, damn it.
"Yeah, I was safe [driving for 14 hours no-stop to Colorado]. If I felt like if I was gonna endanger anybody I would have stopped. But I was running on adrenaline."
What is happening?
I honestly do not know what else to say, I think I don't even have a point anymore. I am tired and so disappointed.
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